A Cascade of Failures Part II
Part 1 pretty much follows my journey after quitting university, moving out of my parents' home, living in my first shared house with three other people and then moving to another home to live with one of my former best friends from university. In Part 2 we'll talk about what happened when I lived with him, and that fateful year where so many bad events clashed that it made me spiral out of control for a few months, like the death of my grandfather and "breaking up" with my parents for the first time shortly before he died, waking up to the reality of me potentially being "emotionally damaged", then fixing that unhealthy relationship somewhat before breaking it up for good shortly after once more.
By this time I was about 32 years old and I had finally started a new life living on my own in a nice flat , I had a new job, a new gf who I loved so much that it was scary and I was finally thinking that things might look up for me. But hey it wouldn't be me if I hadn't managed to screw all of that up too.
Camera: DJI Pocket 2 - https://www.dji.com/lu/pocket-2
Video Editor: VSDC free Editor - https://www.videosoftdev.com
Intro Music: Reflected Light - https://pixabay.com/users/sergepavkinmusic-6130722/
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A Cascade of Failures Part I
Back on track with the story about how I managed to catapult myself back to square one of living life just slightly worse than when I left my parents' home twenty years ago with the bonus of being broke and still not sure what I should be doing with myself in the future.
Camera: DJI Pocket 2 - https://www.dji.com/lu/pocket-2
Video Editor: VSDC free Editor - https://www.videosoftdev.com
Intro Music: Reflected Light - https://pixabay.com/users/sergepavkinmusic-6130722/
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Why I want to quit teaching
We'll do a little bit of a deeper dive into the previous topic, while talking about some of the worst and most memorable experiences I have made over the years as a teacher in primary school. Also we are going to discuss how the amount of those has steadily and rapidly increased to a point where you sometimes can't even see the decent children among the problematic ones anymore and you end up taking them for granted. I forgot to mention that I feel very sorry for the poor kids that have shown me nothing but respect and love over the past years and who are the ones suffering the most from having to deal with awfully rude and misbehaved peers who utterly and completely ruin their education and their school experience.
The lake in the intro is the Lagao Azul from the previous video. This view was filmed at the far northeast corner where we started our first amazing fishing experience back in 2018.
Camera: DJI Pocket 2 - https://www.dji.com/lu/pocket-2
Video Editor: VSDC free Editor - https://www.videosoftdev.com
Intro Music: Reflected Light - https://pixabay.com/users/sergepavkinmusic-6130722/
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Childhood & Teaching in a damaged society
In this video I'll get into why I believe that the younger generations are at great risk of losing touch with reality and show signs of mental issues very early on because their parents don't really have time to raise them properly anymore. We will also talk about what it feels like to teach now compared to a decade ago and how teaching in the classical sense lost its purpose and mutated into a sort of educator/babysitter job more than anything else. In the next part we'll also look into further reasons why this might be happening.
Camera: DJI Pocket 2 - https://www.dji.com/lu/pocket-2
Video Editor: VSDC free Editor - https://www.videosoftdev.com
Intro Music: Tomorrow - https://www.bensound.com
License code: GCMRZU7IPSO2BQO5
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Introduction - Who am I and what am I doing here?
Welcome and thank you for watching my very first ever self-edited video.
This is the first video of a series where I will talk about things that have held me back, things that I feel are wrong with people, society and the world in general which have subsequently caused a lot mental issues to me and probably also to a lot of people out there. I apologize for being a little bit nervous and saying "like" way too many times and I will try and do a better job at editing once I get comfortable with using this editing tool that I have never used before.
The lake in the intro is the Lagoa Azul das Sete Cidades on the island of São Miguel Açores Portugal that I filmed in August 2022. If I ever manage to make enough money I plan on moving and spending the rest of my life there because there is no place on earth I feel more at home at than on that island.
Camera: DJI Pocket 2 - https://www.dji.com/lu/pocket-2
Video Editor: VSDC free Editor - https://www.videosoftdev.com
Intro Music: Tomorrow - https://www.bensound.com
License code: GCMRZU7IPSO2BQO5
I have no social media as of yet but should I manage to get some followers I will think about getting one set up.
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Bad Parenting
The title pretty much says it all. I'll be sharing some experiences of my childhood, what they did to me and some of my thoughts on raising children in general. For example we'll discuss the risks of being too strict, the consequences of doing so and how trying to control your kids too much might have repercussions in the long run.
The lake in the intro is the Lagoa Azul das Sete Cidades on the island of São Miguel Açores Portugal that I filmed in August 2022. If I ever manage to make enough money I plan on moving and spending the rest of my life there because there is no place on earth I feel more at home at than on that island.
Camera: DJI Pocket 2 - https://www.dji.com/lu/pocket-2
Video Editor: VSDC free Editor - https://www.videosoftdev.com
Intro Music: Tomorrow - https://www.bensound.com
License code: GCMRZU7IPSO2BQO5
I have no social media as of yet but should I manage to get some followers I will think about getting one set up.
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