Flesh Petals (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/to-destroy-a-generation
Lyrics:
We saw each other from opposite sides
I just looked at her all night
The only thing I could think
Was how much I'd like to see her strip
I love the way that she speaks
I love the way that she smells
I love the way that she strides
I love the way that she smiles
She just talks with her friends
I sit waiting patiently for her
She goes and she orders her drink
I'm waiting at the bar to protect her
She looks into my eyes and smiles
I'm waiting for the perfect time
She goes and she leaves the club
Now I walk not knowing my destination
Want, want, I want, want
As she walks her flowing, fiery hair
Makes my stomach twist and turn
My brain turns to static
She'll call me her master
As I rule over her protecting her from all harm
She'll love me and love me and love me and love me
And obey me, obey me, obey me, obey me
Her pale skin will turn paler under my wing
She will never lose her image
Staying the same yesterday, today and, tomorrow
Loving me just as things should be
She'll be under my gaze from day to night
Doing what I have commanded her to
Keeping all my decrees and laws
To stay in my palm
I will
I love
Let kings
I let
Lick her
Eyes red
I did it because she was with him
I go down to where I loved
I think of tears where she was
I remember meat on the floor
When he came looking
I awoke from painful agony
When he fell to the ground
I awoke to blissful agony
I knew I had to do it
He had no purpose
So I need no reason
Other than a certain loathing
Nosebleeds in the back
Snot dribbling on the floor
Spit lathering the room
The vocal chords then give in
She has tears on her cheeks
Still I want her
Won't she be mine?
Love me forever
Me, you belong to me
So take my hand
It pains my heart
Ends, it ends, it ends
Still I sit where we once locked eyes
A thousand of her voices whisper in my ears
A million of her eyes watch over
And I love her, love her, love her, love her
And I love her, love her, love her, love her
And obey her, obey her, obey her, obey her
And obey her, obey her, obey her, obey her
As I sit in the palm of her hand
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Covet (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/to-destroy-a-generation
Lyrics:
Trapped inside yourself
I feel incredible
Piano wire and glass eyes
Cloth, and wax and, plaster
You asked me to take you
Perfume for the smell
Bag of human wine
With protein powder
Plastic box in my fridge
Pickled insides within
Salt and baking soda
Spanish song playing
Filled chest cavity
Perfect tube
An unmarked place
They took you
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Enmity (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Reign of fire, raining bullets
Children running for their lives
Soldiers taking what they want
Using whoever they want to use
Sinking boats, hanging slaves
Prisoners starving in their camps
People burning in their homes
Pets put down so we can eat
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Chagrin (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Her beauty captures me
I only want her
She must belong to me
I love her
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
A woman of beauty
Such a shame
All for the money
She'll do this
The men love her
But don't talk to her
Just a pretty face
Until it fades
Her beauty captures me
I only want her
She must belong to me
I love her
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
She is mine
A good family
Such a shame
Although they hate it
She'll do this
They still love her
But don't talk to her
Replaced by men
Until it fades
Was a good man
Such a shame
Although she hates this
She'll do this
He sees her
But don't talk to her
Looks get you by
Until it fades
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Starlet (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
I meet her face to face
We both stare eye to eye
It won't be day to day
That we are head to head
I want her now
I love her now
I take her now
I see her with her mouth wide open
Covered in sweat she looks in my eyes
I'm caught up in an illusion
I realise that I'm not really there
I want to see her face
I can't look in her eye
I am no one by day
It's all inside my head
I want her now
I love her now
I take her now
I see her with her mouth wide open
Covered in sweat she looks in my eyes
I'm caught up in an illusion
I realise I'm not really there
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Wrinkles (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/wrinkles
Lyrics:
I walk into the green valley
The birds singing their sweet song
I hear the stream run from down the rocks
As the wind rushes through the air
I hear the leaves sway in chorus
The waves visualise on the grass
I hear the cattle in the other fields
The sound of sheep living in peace
There's no sound when I walk through
Nothing can destroy this peace
Deep in this serenity
I see the stone monument
A testament to my love
Far from humanity close to peace
Somewhere I can go to live
A slice of bread, a cup of tea
The beautiful silence of nature
I hear the water inside the well
I pick up a home made sandwich
And drop it down to the girl I keep
I get nervous in the fields
As I lie beside her pool
I never want to lose her
I should always keep her hid
My time with her today ends
I kiss her soft rocks goodbye
I walk back to mundane life
Waiting to see her again
I see a figure in the distance
Holding a butchers knife, it's chest out
As water drips down the knife I leave
And the figure waits for me to leave
As it stares into my fearful soul
Tomorrow same place
I'm feeling hotter
Can't contain myself
My shame on display
And yet I don't care
I see it again
On the far off hill
Roots grow from it's hand
The water still drips
I bring her some bread and wine
A communion we will share
I worship her in my mind
Worship her with my body
I do not sin against her
And feel sick when I must leave
I'm alone as I walk to my house
Ignoring the others out tonight
No one even tries to bother me
I just wander to where I'm alone
The next day no one talks to me
I sit at my desk with no one
I eat with no one close to me
I leave with no one beside me
I see it in the hills
With blood covering it
The water dripping down
And roots growing longer
I arrive at her monument
A rock missing from the side edge
I peer down but I see nothing
Forced to turn round to face it
Confronted by the far figure
I stare into what's inside it
As I'm forced down the monument
In a soaked world
I awaken
Moss surrounds me
Darkness drowns me
All my movements
Echo around
Dripping water
Keeps me conscious
A boulder moves to the side
And I peer into the space
A bridge over the blackness
Made of pure rock and pebbles
I hear a stillness out there
So I step out of the pool
Onto the dry rockery
And I traverse the new land
I walk for hours
Travelling far
Not quite silent
Water rushing
And I can feel
She's everywhere
Yet she's nowhere
But she is close
As the path descends
My heart starts beating
A pool of water
With 4 heads that split
My thoughts are on her
I walk on the water
My vision turns black
As I wake to her
She comes up from the water
Her body covered in wrinkles
Plants growing in the folds
Her decaying hand grabs mine
She drags me to join her
We will always be together
I will always love her
We'll be here forever
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Loon/Cut (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
I'm blind to what I miss
I don't feel the need to go
I don't need love
I don't need love
When I'm alone I don't feel it
I won't find her anymore
I don't need her
I don't need her
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Tap (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Old can watch
Young can watch
All can watch
Boys can watch
Girls can watch
All can watch
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Shoat (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
She will squeal for me
She will do what I say
She will love what I do
She will feel what I want
She will scream for me
She will feel what I say
She will join what I do
She will grab what I want
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Typhlotic (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Ugly
Ugly
Ugly
Ugly
I just find them all so ugly
Sexy
Sexy
Sexy
Sexy
The pictures are all so sexy
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Mise (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Make them big
Trim them down
Puff them out
Increase size
Add fluid
Inject face
It's fake
Fake
It's fake
Fake
One more take
Start next scene
New angle
Try again
Move the light
Now try this
It's fake
Fake
It's fake
Fake
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Worn (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Just for eyes
I'm not
I'm not
Whole with you
Need big chest
I am
I am
Lustful bait
Bound in place
I'm not
I'm not
Having fun
Ugly face
I am
I am
Being used
Not my choice
I'm not
I'm not
Of that age
No respect
I am
I am
Only meat
Make it rough
I'm not
I'm not
Doing this
Smile through pain
I am
I am
Doing this
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Brio (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
I need no one else
She is the one for me
She will be mine
She will be mine
I love no one else
She is real to me
She will be mine
She will be mine
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Doodad (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Smell of fish
Green discharge
Boys all look
They all know
Only pain
End of scene
Boys all look
They all know
Looks now fade
No career
Boys all look
They all know
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Phlegm (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
All our minds
They are warped
We don't know
What to do
We think wrong
We act wrong
No interest
In real life
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Illude (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
That should be me
I am so alone
Why am I me?
I want to feel her
It feels like me
I am so alone
I feel like him
I want to feel her
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Dense (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Rough around the edges
No knowledge of what she wants
There isn't any love
Only what I like
I can't have only one
She isn't enough for me
She can't give me what I want
I only love those who serve
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Burn (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
She loves it
She must do
She did it
On her film
I love it
I love it
I love it
I love it
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Sever (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
I hate the look of her
I hate the shape of her
I hate the weight of her
I hate the sound of her
I hate her face
I hate her lips
I hate her legs
I hate her chest
I hate the feel of her
I hate the smell of her
I hate the taste of her
I hate the heat of her
I hate her arms
I hate her hair
I hate her bones
I hate her heart
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Shred (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
She is my property
I will do what I want
She did it on video
I want her to do it again
She will do it
I am willing
She has done it
I saw it on film
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Butcher (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Don't turn your back
Or she'll come up behind you
Run for your life
Or she'll grab and cut you
Don't go outside
Or she'll find and gut you
Don't trust your eyes
Or she'll finally catch you
Don't look away
Or she'll make it worse and
Don't start to weep
Or she'll make it longer and
Don't think of life
Or she'll make it harder and
Don't think of death
Or she'll make it slower
Don't turn your back
Or she'll rise up behind you
Run for your life
Or she'll grab and slice you
Don't go outside
Or she'll find and stab you
Don't trust your eyes
Or she'll finally catch you
Don't look away
Or she'll make it worse and
Don't start to weep
Or she'll make it longer and
Don't think of life
Or she'll make it harder and
Don't think of death
Or she'll make it slower
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Malady (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
They don't use it
She won't have it
I won't catch it
I don't need it
They don't use it
I won't have it
She won't catch it
I don't need it
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Beau (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
Maybe I'll break her mind
Maybe she will submit
Maybe I like her bonds
Maybe she needs her fear
Maybe I do hate her
Maybe she hates it all
Maybe I cause her pain
Maybe she needs money
Maybe I love her pain
Maybe she hates herself
Maybe I ruin her
Maybe her father left
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Project (Audio)
https://hematolagnia.bandcamp.com/album/snuff
Lyrics:
She looked
She wants
She needs
She will
I looked
I want
I need
I will
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