In-Theta

College culture kind of got me back to feeling alive again. This is about implants as they say in scientology. this is about removing them. layer by layer. is it an onion or a lotus? Realized I wasted 8 years. my email address is now on my about page.

from steve hassan's BITE model

After posting Scientology Videos, My wife left with the kids and sued me for almost 30 separate issues for divorce. It took 2 years, this video was to inform the audience that for my own legal reasons I should not be posting the kind of content because I was to be seen in front a judge many times over that 2 year period and my wife's attorney used the "Nuclear Option" and because I had been a scientologist, that was lots of ammunition. References: Fair Game - *shorlink* https://urlis.net/33encp8

Relevent Links: Chris Shelton Wiki - https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chris_Shelton_(author) Chris Shelton Youtube - https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCF326xyA0QHI7Z5xAwKQDJg

Source - The Hard Sell Pack Other Source - *no shorlink available* https://www.scribd.com/document/313875883/Scientology-The-Limitations-of-Homo-Novis?irclickid=R3PQOz3vexyNTBtzQhw-3zc1UkA03My5I1YhS80&irpid=2003851&utm_source=impact&utm_medium=cpc&utm_campaign=affiliate_pdm_acquisition_Bing%20Rebates%20by%20Microsoft&sharedid=bing&irgwc=1 (unfortunately requires sub now)

Cult awareness and information Library - http://culthelp.info/maintenance.html (currently being updated 2022) Reference Material - Chris Shelton - Scientology's Organizational Madness https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrbp7L6r_WI Archive - https://web.archive.org/web/20170628135755/http://www.culthelp.info/index.php?option=com_content&task=category&sectionid=1&id=4&Itemid=7 - probably where I found the resource I talk about in this video.

A video about my first encounter with a psychologist in over 10 years. I was really having a bad time in this point in my life. My wife was not happy about the changes I was making (leaving scientology), not because she was a scientologist, but because I was no longer the type of person she wanted to be married to, which got scarier and crazier over the years.

"Judge not" "none shall know" Scientology slowly changes the concept and definition of responsibility, over time, crippling you to varying degrees while you integrate and adopt an ideology.

Alex Merricks was a young baseball player picked straight out of high school to train in the minors to go into the majors. We were fast friends, and luckily, are still to this day. He is always able to see the positive side of things. I had tremendous guilt for the "processing" and "program" I "ran" on him. I reached out years later when I started to understand what had happened, and we picked up where we left off, and further, helped each other with resources for further deprogramming ourselves. As well and picking out the truths that did exist.

Me at age 34 when I first published this video it was 2014, overnight I had over 20,000 view. I panicked and deleted it. Fear of Fair Game and lack of activity on Youtube of other former members and having seen what happened to them, I removed it. I re-published in may of 2015. Several things precipitated this video. When I found out Mike Rinder left RTC (Religious Technology Center), my initial contact with him, receiving a comm ev (committee of evidence from Baton Rouge Mission - Committee of Evidence is a tribunal very Nazi style) I decided to not go to the Comm Ev and risk getting declared. So far, I have not been.