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Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur Linkage - The Dhammapada - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bOhP4QSoJOI Tao de Ching - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ZpANc1QHuc 1-20 Tao de Ching - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G_rUPZumctU&t=149s 21-41 Tao de Ching - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzrQhpAzzfo&t=43s 41-61 Tao de Ching - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzrQhpAzzfo&t=43s 61-81 In this introspective and candid self-analysis video, I explore a multifaceted question posed by a viewer: "So, how did you make out?" Delving into different dimensions, I recount the story of how I literally made it out of challenging situations, sharing personal anecdotes of resilience and survival. Beyond the physical aspect, I delve into the depths of my mental and spiritual transformation, revealing the inner struggles and triumphs that have shaped my journey. With an insightful perspective, I candidly discuss and question the genuine depth in spiritual leaders I encounter in the present day, reflecting on the qualities that truly resonate with my own "to thine own self be true" authenticity and substance. Join me exploring the growth and self-discovery, as I offer reflections, lessons learned, and valuable insights to inspire viewers on their own paths of mental, emotional, and spiritual fulfillment. This video is an honest invitation to embrace life's challenges and strive for a deeper understanding of ourselves and the world around us. Speaking of a deeper understanding, that's an album you should totally listen to. I was jamming it every night from 2017-2019, deep cuts. ALBUM LINK - https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLZqsyBiYZFQ05slS0nqP-yaxOE3pwmpIk Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages - https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists

Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur In this thought-provoking episode of our Self Analysis Series, we delve deep into the world of Neurolinguistic Programming (NLP) and explore its intriguing relationship with Scientology practices. Neurolinguistic Programming, known as NLP, is a powerful approach to understanding how language and behavior influence our thoughts and actions. Join us as we examine the principles and techniques of NLP and their similarities with certain aspects of Scientology. We'll explore the origins of NLP and its foundational concepts, such as modeling excellence, language patterns, and the power of subconscious programming. Throughout the video, we'll draw parallels between NLP's strategies and practices found within the controversial domain of Scientology. Please note that our purpose is not to endorse or criticize any belief system but to objectively analyze the intersections between NLP and Scientology practices. By shedding light on these connections, we hope to encourage a deeper understanding of both NLP and Scientology, and their potential impact on personal development and self-awareness. Join us on this enlightening journey of self-discovery as we explore the fascinating world of NLP and its intriguing links to Scientology practices. Whether you're new to NLP or have some knowledge of Scientology, this video promises to be an eye-opening exploration of the mind's complexities and the techniques that seek to unlock its potential. Linkage - Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages - https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists

It's like being destroyed all over again. Focusing on the Music. If you like me and brothers music please go subscribe to support us: Devonte LaFleur / LaFleur Brothers Music https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpZhqXiq-VWvdD-fkGSA2Rg Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages - https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists

In this thought-provoking episode of "Self Analysis," join me as I delve into the complex landscape of mental health care, contrasting the practices of Scientology with privatized mental health facilities. I share my personal journey of being committed to a mental health facility under the SIHI code 10, shedding light on the stark realities and consequences of such decisions. Explore the unsettling parallels between Scientology's disconnection policies and the emotional turmoil surrounding my relationship with my biological father. Witness firsthand the detrimental effects of disconnection, as I uncover the emotional struggles and the profound impact it had on my mental well-being. Together, we will examine the divergent approaches to mental health care and the critical need for a compassionate and holistic understanding of those facing mental health challenges. Join me for a compelling exploration of the intimate connections between personal experiences, institutional practices, and the pursuit of genuine healing and recovery. A video from 2017 I am reviewing, providing some present time perspective. Linkage - Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production - Needs Funding - https://www.gofundme.com/f/mon-frere-documentary Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages - https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists

In this gripping episode of "Self-Analysis," join me as we delve deep into the daunting journey of breaking free from Scientology's grasp. Witness the raw and unfiltered footage captured between 2015 and 2019, as I share my personal experiences and explore the shocking transition from the confines of the cult to a world filled with unknown horrors, exactly as Ron Hubbard warned. Brace yourself for an eye-opening revelation as we uncover the inner workings of my mind during this transformative phase, shedding light on the immense challenges faced by those who dare to question and escape from abusive cults. If you seek insight into the complexities of leaving Scientology and the haunting aftermath it entails, this episode is a must-watch. Prepare for a powerful exploration of a new reality, born from the ashes of deception and emerging into a realm of compassion and hope. A video from 2017 I am reviewing, providing some present time perspective. Linkage - Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production - Needs Funding - https://www.gofundme.com/f/mon-frere-documentary Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages - https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists

A video from 2017 I am reviewing, providing some present time perspective. Linkage - Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production - Needs Funding - https://www.gofundme.com/f/mon-frere-documentary Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages - https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists

A video from 2017 I am reviewing, providing some present time perspective. Linkage - Buy me a coffee - tips - https://bmc.link/DevonteLaFleur Documentary - "Mon Frere" - In Production - Needs Funding - https://www.gofundme.com/f/mon-frere-documentary Pain & Suffering Album Honorarium Pages - https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists/devonte-lafleur https://crescentcitysounds.org/artists

In this short livestream, Shepard gets command of the Normandy (freewinds :P) and sets off on his epic mission to save the galaxy from SP's, only to be interrupted by a senior INT terminal (an alliance senior) to go destroy some shit on the moon. Dev-T - Developed traffic. A particle (a person or form) sent unnecessarily to the improper terminal; a waste of time or an item which slows down the all-important production inside Scientology.

What if your favorite game hero was a scientologist? "What If Scientologist?" Broadcast answers the question taking popular games and roleplaying as a scientologist based on the role of the hero. Be it the everyman (public), the seeker (staff), or the chosen one (executives), and combines these aspects to give insight to the decision making process and social dynamics of the mind of a scientologist. It's not always what you think it might be, but sometimes it's exactly what you might guess. Join me while I don my gaming pseudonym Crow Bennett to bring the good, the bad, and the ugly of scientology out in the open in the sphere of gaming as never before. In the first WIS I will be covering the Mass Effect Trilogy, a space opera that Hubbard himself would be proud to have written. With Biotic (OT) powers The What If Hero in Mass Effect is Commander John Shepard, Alliance Officer (Exec) and Spectre Candidate for the Entire Galaxy. His First Mission is to track a suppressive that is 3rd partying the citadel council and bringing about the destruction of the universe, on a Human colony. Through the epic trilogy playthrough, I will highlight key moments of this choose your own adventure style game roleplaying as I go up the org board to not just clear the planet, but the entire galaxy. Fair Game is not cancelled. Ethics presence and Tone 40 Command Intention is absolutely critical and certainty a must. The alliance is perfectly postured in the narrative as the Sea Org, so in this case of W.I.S. we assume that viewpoint.

What if your favorite game hero was a scientologist? "What If Scientologist?" Broadcast answers the question taking popular games and roleplaying as a scientologist based on the role of the hero. Be it the everyman (public), the seeker (staff), or the chosen one (executives), and combines these aspects to give insight to the decision making process and social dynamics of the mind of a scientologist. It's not always what you think it might be, but sometimes it's exactly what you might guess. Join me while I don my gaming pseudonym Crow Bennett to bring the good, the bad, and the ugly of scientology out in the open in the sphere of gaming as never before. In the first WIS I will be covering the Mass Effect Trilogy, a space opera that Hubbard himself would be proud to have written. With Biotic (OT) powers The What If Hero in Mass Effect is Commander John Shepard, Alliance Officer (Exec) and Spectre Candidate for the Entire Galaxy. His First Mission is to track a suppressive that is 3rd partying the citadel council and bringing about the destruction of the universe, on a Human colony. Through the epic trilogy playthrough, I will highlight key moments of this choose your own adventure style game roleplaying as I go up the org board to not just clear the planet, but the entire galaxy. Fair Game is not cancelled. Ethics presence and Tone 40 Command Intention is absolutely critical and certainty a must. The alliance is perfectly postured in the narrative as the Sea Org, so in this case of W.I.S. we assume that viewpoint.

The Self Analysis Videos are a review of my naked in public style "routing out" or speaking out about my experience in Scientology. I chose PTPS - The Reduction of Attention Span First because it is a commonly overwhelming subject, the terminology of Scientology. Many viewers may watch dumbfounded by the ridiculous words used to describe a great many things, which are usually easily understood once explained. This is not to indoctrinate anyone into the language, however, nearly ALL of Hubbards concepts were stolen, so these are places to hide bits of truth, that make the abhorrent practices of changing someone's language model to reflect the views and beliefs of a "Upstat" Scientologist. here are the links I promised years ago, and I must "Deliver what was promised" † Scientology Language Model https://www.religio.de/books/wakefield/us-08.html † Technical Dictionary - https://www.tep-online.info/laku/usa/reli/scien/SECRETDOX/Technical%20Dictionary.pdf

Discussion and Opinion of the meaning of an old and widely used phrase, that comes from a divinely inspired concept, that has been adapted for multiple uses in language and culture to wonderful and terrible effect. "Blood is thicker than water" is still a common phrase today. It has lots of relevance to many life situations. Whether Family related, or adopted Family, or being Adopted into a Society or Cult. Links The Video I Discuss in this Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9-KoS_m0MBE – cursory search A reference as early as 1100's as to the meaning of "Blood is thicker than water" from Reynaud "The Fox": https://www.bookbrowse.com/expressions/detail/index.cfm/expression_number/642/blood-is-thicker-than-water – 1180 reynard the fox

I am back. Returning to the work that I can still do. blog still a work in progress marcusleesawyer.wordpress.com Update july 2023 - still working on the curation, been updating description.

PLEASE SUBSCRIBE TO MY MUSIC CHANNEL AS THAT IS THE OFFICIAL PAGE TO FIND MOST OF IT HERE https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCpZhqXiq-VWvdD-fkGSA2Rg Recorded at Marigny Studios Engineered and Produced by Rick Gunnar Nelson & Devonte LaFleur Mastering provided by: ATMAS Mastering Produced By: Jonathan Landry Edited By: Delta Gold Media Single cut from the unreleased album "Pain and Suffering" Lyrics: Don't let go of that feeling I know you lost all hope turn your eyes from the ceiling Look ahead out on the road, there’s still a long way to go I know life gets you down You’re at the end of your rope hanging from a tiny little thread Nowhere else to go, nowhere to call home Sometimes it's too hard to cry keep it all locked up inside maybe one day let it all go better the devil you know you lust for blood I can smell your fear If you didn't want comfort I don't know why you're here Is your love insincere? Don't let go of the feeling that burns you down inside all the demons that haunt you all the pain in your mind love will come to exercise Sometimes it's too hard to cry You’re as hard as rock inside But a river will cut you in time A polished stone, with a precious glow You'll need nothing, noone, and nowhere to go don't give up

Quarterly reflections of a bastard Edit* for music related things. watch this video and subscribe to this channel: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bAz91Hcfi5Q

Reconnecting with those that were there for me during the hard times. In the virtual

2023 update - Is there a difference between ambition and motivation? I have an appreciation of every moment and living life to it's fullest after you've been close to death so many times, at the hands of others, and at my own attempts on my life. Cultural comparison of Scientology, Buddhism, and Taoist concepts. The incessant attention that celebrities or public figures contend with and those that attach themselves to those social magnets. Helena Ulintz - was affected by scientology and no longer speaks about it. i'm not even sure if her videos are up, and for her sanity that might be the best thing. VetTV - Trauma Culture Comedy "I could never fall for that!" "anyone who joined scientology deserves what they got" - yes you can. Why do I keep trying? I am motivated to help. I still have friends in Scientology. When you are tired, rest. Don't stop. Success and Failure are equally risky. Successful musicians miss the small rooms, playing for the sake of the song. no pretense, no expectation. no expectation = no disappointment Elder wisdom instead of feeling you're throwing your gifts away "Give it to god" Tonice LaFleur Suicide rate too high. Sometimes things you say will not be popular. Taking credit for someones healing is seeking a place above another. a healing debt. you cannot repay that. This was filmed in 2017