Jaiz - In My Dreams
A music video portraying the emotions, guilt, and grief felt from the passing of a brother.
Lyrics, Vocals, & Video by Jaiz
http://jaizmusic.com
Beat by E-Motion-L Productions
http://soundclick.com/emotionlproductions
Jaiz Music Links
Website : http://JaizMusic.com
ReverbNation - http://www.reverbnation.com/Jaiz
Facebook - http://www.facebook.com/jaizmusic
Lyrics
As the days go by, I still can't grasp it
And I keep thinking about you
I miss you
The echoes of our mother hysterically crying
Trying to find it in herself to say the words your brother died
And I just did not know how to react I just went numb
I called my sister and I couldn't even show enough love
To see her when she said that she just didn't wanna be alone
And I don't know if I'll ever forgive myself for saying no
Too many times in my life to even be a decent brother
So the least that I can do is be the one to listen to our grievin' mother
When she's crying cause you were her whole life
Still wondering if she could have prevented that night
And who knows what the future held I just know that in the past
I just couldn't be a brother so many times when u had asked
To make music together and one day we could get back
To being as close we were if I did maybe your path
Through life could've been different but I've always been so selfish
And don't wanna be bothered but you were only trying to help me
(Chorus)
In my dreams I can see you
See you again
Sometimes I ask why
Why do I still cry?
Cause even with all the teardrops falling from my eyes
They still won't bring you back here
No they won't so I hope
In my dreams you will appear
So many opportunities I just let slip away
Where we coulda been the friends we were as children but misery has played
The role of Satan in my life like I made him my wife
But never could get a divorce but half of myself was taken and lost
In the fires of hell I kept trying to excel
But everytime that I have risen I fell
You tried to help but I looked at you as a burden
I kept seeing a damned person leavin' our mother wit no cash fast as she was cursin'
Your name and all I saw was the pain
I saw your damaged brain that was driving everyone insane
And I had blamed you for so many years for causing so many tears
And maybe no one could have saved you but I'm blaming my ears
For just ignoring the cries of help from a lost brother
Cause underneath my bitter mind was our love for each other
And underneath your flaws was my friend who was the idol of a little
boy
Why did I have to believe that was destroyed?
(Chorus)
In my dreams I can see you
See you again
Sometimes I ask why
Why do I still cry?
Cause even with all the teardrops falling from my eyes
They still won't bring you back here
No they won't so I hope
In my dreams you will appear
The last months of your life was such a blessing
Cause you cleaned yourself up enough for us to regain a connection
And I got to see the brother that I knew from long ago
Got to see the person that had yearned for more than what corrupted his soul
I got to be your friend one more time
Before your last fall I'm glad my eyes saw you rise
But it wasn't your time to go it wasn't the time for the end
Not when your life was beginning again it's all too hard to comprehend
(Chorus)
In my dreams I can see you
See you again
Sometimes I ask why
Why do I still cry?
Cause even with all the teardrops falling from my eyes
They still won't bring you back here
No they won't so I hope
In my dreams you will appear
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Jaiz - My Brother
Dedicated to my late brother, Douglas Hexamer. You are gone, but never forgotten. I love you always.
Lyrics & Vocals by Jaiz
http://jaizmusic.com
Music & Video by Snypod
Jaiz Music Links
Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic
Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz
Website - http://JaizMusic.com
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Jaiz - Bah Humbug Christmas
Merry Christmas To All!!! It's never too early Christmas right? Haha Hope you enjoy my latest comedic music video.
Lyrics, Vocals, & Video by Jaiz
http://jaizmusic.com
Beat by Strange And Complex
http://soundclick.com/strangeandcomplex
Single is available for purchase at
https://www.reverbnation.com/jaiz/song/30540065-bah-humbug-christmas
Jaiz Music Links
Youtube - http://YouTube.com/JaizMusic
Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic
Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz
Website - http://JaizMusic.com
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Jaiz - Break Free (Ft. Ashleigh Munn) (Audio)
Break Free (Ft. Ashleigh Munn) is a raw hip hop track detailing inner desires to break free from isolation, self-doubt, and inhibitions. Featured on various compilation albums such as
The Indie Hip Hop Uprising, Vol. 1,
Urban Feel Hip-Hop, Vol. 1, Uncover Indie: Hip-Hop, Vol. 1, and others.
Download Links
iTunes - http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/break-free-feat.-ashleigh/id874435426?i=874435431
Amazon MP3 - http://www.amazon.com/Break-Free-feat-Ashleigh-Munn/dp/B00K6AT59G/ref=sr_1_63?s=dmusic&ie=UTF8&qid=1460935792&sr=1-63&keywords=Jaiz&refinements=p_n_feature_browse-bin%3A625151011
Google Play - http://play.google.com/store/music/album/Jaiz_Break_Free_feat_Ashleigh_Munn?id=B33cdmii4ek4pioqe54msp4d7i4
Vocals/Lyrics : Jaiz
Beat Production : Atomic Beats
Featured Artist: Ashleigh Munn (Chorus Vocals)
Jaiz Music Links
Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic
Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz
Website - http://JaizMusic.com
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Jaiz - My Victory (Feat. Anna) (Audio)
I make emotionally raw rap/hip hop, rock, pop, and comedy tracks. My Victory (Feat. Anna) is an inspirational track detailing a story of self-growth and perseverance.
Download Links
iTunes - http://itunes.apple.com/us/album/my-victory-feat.-anna-single/id978431521
Amazon MP3 - http://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B00UYM0TN2/ref=dm_ws_sp_ps_dp
Google Play - http://play.google.com/store/music/album/Jaiz_My_Victory_feat_Anna?id=B6l73x34dr27d57uctvgen2fmou
Vocals/Lyrics : Jaiz
Beat Production : Rockit Productions
Featured Artist: Anna (Chorus Vocals)
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Jaiz - I'm Sorry For...
"I'm Sorry For..." is a song about giving in to fear, running from love, and ultimately asking for forgiveness.
Download this song @ https://www.reverbnation.com/jaiz/song/3374941-im-sorry-for
Lyrics & Vocals by Jaiz
http://jaizmusic.com
Instrumental by VTZ
http://vtzbeats.com
Directed by Snypod
Jaiz Music Links
Twitter - http://Twitter.com/JaizMusic
Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic
Soundcloud - http://Soundcloud.com/JaizMusic
Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz
Website - http://JaizMusic.com
Lyrics
(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime
I made you cry filling you with pain inside
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears
I told you when we started talking
Please whatever you do just don't fall in
Love with me cause I will only cause grief making
it clear
I'm not a man who's trying to steer
His wheels down a road of devotion and love
Even though I don't know the feeling much I know enough
That I'm really not a man who can handle
Such an emotion see I come from a castle
Of loneliness and isolation cause it's the only place I feel
safe in
I feel so embraced in
The arms of the dark cause throughout all these years
It was the only place that has always been here
Holding me so very tight in it's grasp
The way I am now sheds light on my past
I don't wanna be a man who could hurt someone
But it looks like I am please forgive me because
(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime
I made you cry filling you with pain inside
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears
It's rough being up in this spot now
I'm so used to being the one who gets shot down
But I don't want you to get the wrong impression
I'm still feelin' you girl but I keep myself protected
By vetoing commitments I can't keep
And not trying to grab the stars that I can't reach
I can't explain the way that I am cause I can't understand me
But I know that I'm too demanding
Of myself cause I wanna be something that doesn't exist
And I can't turn to God cause I'm in love with sin
See the demons inside won't let me live in peace
All I wanna see is bliss in my life but I'm in too deep
Of a world I created and I hate it
But I lack the inner strength to kill this inner creation
It's up to me whether or not I feel elation
And for your sake I really wish I could have made this painless
(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime
I made you cry filling you with pain inside
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears
Baby don't sweat this boy you can do so much better
You got your whole life to fall in love hope this letter
Doesn't get you down girl don't be this way
You don't need a man all you need is faith
In yourself don't let these other people choose your fate
Believe me I know I tried to be the guy others wanted to create
But if you're not content wit' yourself
You will never be able to elevate and excel
To a level that you'll wanna reach one day
You can go and pray and attend church every Sunday
If there is a God there's only so much he could do
It's hard to believe that your world could change if you don't believe in you
Our biggest obstacles are ourselves
I mean life is all about dealing with the cards we're dealt
I stress don't deal with life the way that I do and be a coward
Allowing this world to have the power
(Chorus)
I'm sorry for everytime
I made you cry filling you with pain inside
Oh I'm sorry for your lonely tears
Cause being alone forever is one of your worst fears
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Jaiz - Hurricane (Feat. Micki Consiglio)
an inspiring crossover type of track made when I was in a much better head space.
Stream on Reverbnation
https://www.reverbnation.com/jaiz/song/33244789-hurricane-feat-micki-consiglio
Stream On Spotify
https://open.spotify.com/album/48XAVyrltcdfvmQGw2YUVX
Purchase the single
Apple Music https://music.apple.com/us/album/hurricane-feat-micki-consiglio-single/1629698371
Amazon @ https://amazon.com/music/player/albums/B0B37SJ4D4?marketplaceId=ATVPDKIKX0DER&musicTerritory=US&ref=dm_sh_mGevpyb1Dbmp9mONgmW1hP2SK
Jaiz Music Links
Facebook - http://Facebook.com/JaizMusic
Reverbnation - http://Reverbnation.com/Jaiz
Website - http://JaizMusic.com
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