Life Is Just An Empty Void

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Life Is Just An Empty Void is a music project exploring loneliness, its advancement, and its totality, this is the extended edition, adding over an hour's worth of new songs to the project, as well as re-arranging the entire tracklist, hope you enjoy! This project was inspired by Everywhere At The End Of Time by The Caretaker a.k.a Leyland Kirby. Genre: Dark Ambient Avant-Garde Plunderphonics. Music was sampled, disfigured, and edited by Kiwani Life Is Just An Empty Void (Standard Edition): https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o1Kjg6jmAW4 My HipHop/R&B channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvuXchgNTYKXhRHUZbEQbTw STAGE 1 This stage represents the initial onset of loneliness, a sense of joy is still very much present, though one is starting to linger on the negative more often as time goes. 0:00:00 S1 The Future Awaits 0:02:13 S1 There's A Lull In My Life 0:05:55 S1 I Miss You So 0:08:41 S1 It Wasn't Love 0:12:35 S1 Alone Under The Stars 0:15:24 S1 Familiar Loneliness Approaching Soon 0:16:38 S1 No One Came To My Birthday 0:19:53 S1 Losing My Way In The Darkness 0:23:41 S1 Something Overshadows My Joy 0:26:36 S1 Tragedies Paint My Heart 0:30:30 S1 Temporary Respite Is Bliss 0:33:27 S1 These Cries For Help Are In Vain STAGE 2 This stage is the first real taste of loneliness, the overall mood is starting to decline, joy is taking a backseat to sadness and unanswered cries for help, as one slowly begins to spiral down further into the abyss. 0:39:04 S2 This Lonesome Road 0:42:36 S2 Childhood Nostalgia 0:45:32 S2 Envious Of Unattainable Joy 0:49:36 S2 I Just Want To Smile Again 0:53:08 S2 A Hundred Days Have Passed 0:55:40 S2 The Desire To Change 0:57:06 S2 Secluded Cries Of Despair 1:00:01 S2 The Days Last Too Long 1:04:01 S2 I'll Keep Myself Busy 1:06:30 S2 Empty Bottles Remind Me Of Joy 1:11:16 S2 I'm Still Capable Of Loving You 1:13:44 S2 Painful Daydreaming In Solitude STAGE 3 This stage is the self realization that loneliness and depression have taken hold, making one more introverted and isolated as time goes, very much capable of understanding what is wrong, but not how to resolve it. 1:16:39 S3 Familiar Loneliness 1:18:26 S3 The Days Keep Lasting Longer 1:21:17 S3 The Future Can Wait 1:25:12 S3 Empty Bottles Of Joy 1:27:15 S3 No One Came To My Birthday, Again... 1:30:00 S3 The Inability To Change 1:31:30 S3 Losing Purpose 1:33:49 S3 I Pretend To Be Happy Still 1:36:03 S3 It Wasn't Love 1:38:46 S3 How Many Days Has It Been? 1:40:29 S3 Childhood Trauma 1:42:46 S3 Seclusion Cries Despair 1:45:42 S3 Painful Day In Solitude 1:48:24 S3 Temporary Respite 1:50:27 S3 Thoughts Keep Telling Me That I Hate This Place 1:54:11 S3 Still Loving You STAGE 4 This stage is painted by an overwhelming sense of despair, complete isolation has lead to a absolute sense of helplessness, as one gives in to self pity, sadness begins to take on a whole new meaning, leaving nothing but an empty vessel in it's wake. 1:56:36 S4 Lonely 2:00:46 S4 Too Long 2:02:28 S4 It's Been Years 2:05:31 S4 Transient Whiff Of Nostaliga 2:08:28 S4 Repressed Memories 2:10:58 S4 Last Vestige Of Joy 2:12:54 S4 You 2:15:54 S4 Nothing Left 2:18:03 S4 Solitude 2:20:24 S4 Secluded Despair 2:23:23 S4 Spite STAGE 5 Stage five is without description. 2:27:09 S5 Dreams Can Come True, But So Can Nightmares 2:31:07 S5 A Blur Has Become The World 2:33:00 S5 Fading Consciousness, Vacant Mind 2:52:49 S5 The Empty Silence Embraced 2:57:38 S5 Nothing, The Great Beyond STAGE 6 This stage marks the turning point, as one realizes this may be their final chance to turn things around, every bit of inner strength and motivation is channeled into a last attempt. 3:04:06 S6 Trying To Find That Spark 3:07:54 S6 Perseverance In The Face Of Despair 3:10:18 S6 Searching For A Way Out Of The Darkness 3:12:50 S6 Intoxicated Confidence Of Amelioriation 3:16:14 S6 There Is Joy In My Days, At Times 3:18:12 S6 Finding No Answers In My Search 3:21:24 S6 Moment Of Doubt 3:22:00 S6 The Motivation To Change 3:25:21 S6 The Decision To Change 3:28:11 S6 Turning Pain Into Joy 3:29:54 S6 Finding My Way Out Of The Darkness 3:33:49 S6 Yearning For Better Times STAGE 7 This stage is the relief that finally the long journey is over, loneliness has disappeared completely and has been replaced with a newfound sense of a joy, though things are good now, they are not the same as they were before, a person has been left forever changed. 3:37:39 S7 Serendipity 3:40:50 S7 The Lighthearted Approach 3:43:59 S7 The World Is Different From What I Remember 3:47:17 S7 Sequestered In Serenity 3:50:30 S7 Who Cares How Many Days It's Been 3:54:00 S7 Sanguine Resolve 3:57:00 S7 Indolent Serenity Breeds Elation 3:59:50 S7 End Of The Line I made this project because I've spent most of my life feeling lonely, and I wanted to create something that could both express my personal feelings, as well as hopefully raise some awareness about the topic, thank you all for watching.

Everytime At The End Of... Where? Stage 1 STAGE 1: You have dementia, you don't know how long you've had it or what stage of the disease you are in, as you look around your room in the assisted living facility, you notice a vinyl record laying on the table in front of the record player, as you look at it you notice a post it note on the record player saying "Play me to remember that you forget" you walk up to the record player and press play. 0:00:00 - A1 - It's Just A Burnt Out Memory 0:02:37 - A2 - We Didn't Have Many Days 0:06:20 - A3 - Late Night Drifting 0:10:07 - A4 - Childishly Sad Eyes 0:13:01 - A5 - Thoroughly Bewildered 0:15:07 - A6 - Things That Are Ebbing And Drifting 0:20:20 - B1 - All That Follows Is Sadness 0:22:27 - B2 - A Brumal Equinox 0:25:40 - B3 - Quiet Internal Capitulations 0:30:09 - B4 - The Confusions Of My Entire Life 0:33:14 - B5 - Tears In Each Others Eyes 0:38:09 - B6 - My Heart Will Stop Thank you for watching, I hope you enjoyed this little cover project, if you want to hear more from me please feel free to check out some of the links below. Life Is Just An Empty Void - Stages 1-6: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLmK1CyXLk7K05bO56DKBh9ArGIo1mMK24 My Everywhere At The End Of Time Covers Playlist: https://www.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLmK1CyXLk7K2wdV2hEJplq4Y72n51agdh Kiwani 2 Discord Server: https://discord.gg/Rs3Vb8EUwF My Rumble Channel: https://rumble.com/c/c-1862015

All That Follows Is True In Paris, Thank You for watching and I hope you enjoy! My Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCO7rdYXS9yvaKYV8WKjIKuA Kiwani 2 Discord server: https://discord.gg/Rs3Vb8EUwF

It's Just A Burning Memory But You're In A Disney Movie. The LIJAEV Discord server: https://discord.gg/Rs3Vb8EUwF My Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCO7rdYXS9yvaKYV8WKjIKuA Thanks for watching and I hope you all enjoyed it!

All You're Going To Want To Do Is Get Back There But It's From An Alternate Universe, hope you enjoy! The LIJAEV Discord server: https://discord.gg/Rs3Vb8EUwF Thanks for watching!

Life Is Just An Empty Void is a music project exploring loneliness, its advancement, and its totality, hope you enjoy! This project was inspired by Everywhere At The End Of Time by The Caretaker a.k.a Leyland Kirby. This video is part of an older version of my project Life Is Just An Empty Void and was uploaded to Rumble after Youtube decided to block it, the other parts are still available on Youtube, link to my youtube channel is down in the description below. The LIJAEV Discord server: https://discord.gg/Rs3Vb8EUwF STAGE 1 This stage represents the crossover from joy into lethargy, as the person struggles to hold on to their happiness, loneliness can be felt at times, but is not a constant presence. 0:00:00 Time After Time 0:02:54 Heartbreak 0:03:18 Broken Heart 0:04:50 Guilty 0:08:11 There's A Lull In My Life 0:11:52 I Miss You So 0:14:39 Blissfully Unaware Of The Trouble Ahead 0:16:53 You Are My Life 0:18:30 A Frivolous Valedictory 0:23:02 The Last Of The Happy Days 0:26:49 Alone Under The Stars 0:29:38 Eccedentesiast 0:32:02 Something Overshadows My Joy 0:34:56 There's A Darkness In My Heart 0:39:26 We've Been A Happy Pair 0:43:22 Losing My Way In The Darkness 0:47:10 Befalling Spirit 0:49:19 You Were My Life 0:51:00 I'll Keep Myself Busy 0:53:29 No One Came To My Birthday 0:56:42 Mr.Lonely If you enjoyed this video and want to see more content like this, please consider subscribing, I'm also active on Youtube. My Youtube Channel: https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCO7rdYXS9yvaKYV8WKjIKuA/featured

Life Is Just An Empty Void is a music project exploring loneliness, its advancement, and its totality. Since there are already a lot of vocals present in this version of the project, I have decided not to include any stage descriptions, though this is the most personal version of the project that I have made yet, I have tried my absolute best to construct it in such a way, that it remains open to interpretation, now without further ado, Thank You for watching and I hope you enjoy! LIJAEV Discord Server: https://discord.gg/Rs3Vb8EUwF

It's Just A Burning Memory But You Have A Rich Imagination, hope you enjoy it! The LIJAEV Discord server: https://discord.gg/Rs3Vb8EUwF

It's Just A Burning Memory But It's From An Alternate Universe, hope you enjoy it! The LIJAEV Discord server: https://discord.gg/Rs3Vb8EUwF