The Rapture

I've had some incredible experiences this last year, and while idk if there's going to be a Rapture, I would like to share with you my story in the hopes that it gives you comfort and strength. <3 Last year with no place left to turn I prayed to God in repentance then begged for help with all my heart, "I was until then a lifelong Atheist." I then had a dream of Jesus coming before God and he spoke of the Tabernacle in perfect context, "A word I didn't know existed because I've never read the bible", and the love I felt from Jesus was unlike anything I've ever felt before - A lifetime of joy every second - It brought me to sobbing and it changed my life forever. I've had other miracles since, a few being a light turning on in answer to deeply needful prayer 6 times, seeing a orb of light hours before a major surgery, seeing an Angel in a dream the night my mother prayed for me to see one, "Without telling me", and so much more. Know that God and Jesus ARE real and that they love us deeply. Let go of your hatred and Imagine yourself holding the people who've hurt you. Tell them you love and forgive them and do your best to follow, "I've failed many times", the 10 commandments. Lastly, I don't know why life is so cruel, but I've had other experiences that have led me to believe that heaven is beautiful beyond all words, seemingly anything your heart desires, and no matter how much I've struggled, or how much wrong I've done in my life, God has proven to me time and time again that he still loves me, so please, don't lose hope.