Colt watches for owner to come play

Gunner wants me to come play with him so bad. It really hurts me knowing he doesn’t understand why I can come down the steps to come live on him. I got the results of my MRI but won’t see the doctor until Tuesday. From my understanding I have torn the ACL, fractured the bones in the front and back of the knee. MCL strain , with lots of swelling and fluid on and around the knee.
I had to go talk to a group of kids at the church about how I do my crafts. When I got back home and came the steps my knee blew out again. If it hadn’t been for the railing I would’ve fallen back down the steps backwards. All good could do was hold on to the railing and deep breathe thru the pain. Then hit inside to prop up the knee and ice it until it was numb. I hate being stuck in the house but I’m afraid with every step I take that it will happen again.