today

i never doubt the power of the Lord
God

Current life experiences point to my failure to do what i had to do , do believe i am the one who will be completely destroyed , that the book references the younger girls with phones around me

i believe he will restore my daughters

that he will save those who are not stupid enough to have Morals at the expense of their own existance

was set up as the scapegoat years ago now

such agencies work against me, to deform me, i am a female, a woman, they have used their arts to pervert that

perhaps that is the lord hiding me in his shadow too, i do not know

true wisdom is in those words, i do not know, lord please help me to know you, i know i am little, a sinner, please forgive Me

please save Me