You Wear My Shadow Like Givenchy (Fun Trouble)

I was walking
under streetlight
when from an open doorway spilled
the most inviting light

sounds like fun trouble
the kind I was never good at
I had some for a while
and then it went bad

he stands on the porch
flipping keys violently in his hands
the kind of guy you knew with a glance
never stood a chance

I can't help but wonder
if in ten years I'll be standing where he stands
Impatiently waiting to trade
whatever he's got for

as I walked away
I hear her whine from inside
"my life is a mess"
sounds like fun trouble doesn't it guys?

It probaby does not exist
there's likely nothing good their for me to miss
I probably heard her wrong
this might not have happened at all

but I can't help but wish
for fun trouble with you
or if it's without you
just trouble will do

yeah I can't help but hope
for fun trouble with you
or if I'm without you
I guess training will do

one day I'll bite off
more trouble than I can chew
I'm excited to see who I am
and exactly what I'll do

don't worry my friends
I will be alright
we all live on the edge of trouble
no use pretending otherwise

one day we'll learn too
indulge and not to binge
sublimate and exercise,
not repress
that which for we wish

for the sake of our..........

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I'm too sensitive for love
I just want to come
one more time and then I swear I swear I'm done
one more party and then that is enough

I could die for you
but I cant change
and I wont sit around and beg anymore

you know what it is I have to try and make
what about you?
what is it you claim to create?

I've spent most of my life
in service of delusions
I pray that I might change
that I might change in time