what is the "real time"

4:20 in spirit, always
not actually 4:20 anyway
balsamic vinegar all over my bag
internalizing my upsetedness
if i were still doing drugs, that'd be a good way to transport from one area to the next
not as bad as it could've been
where's my spoon
imagine eating eggs with a wrench
people seem to respond to exclamation points!
vortex could not respond quick enough to the turning of my steering wheel
just now tuning in (probably tuning out very shortly)
all we do is talk shit
at least they don't assume that i give a fuck
curious about what was exactly, one of those mysteries