MY DREAM - I FOUND ZEUS #dreams #dream11 #dreamvisions

My dreams have become really vivid and feel so real
Last nights dream was very intense and this is what came up for me

So many changes are happening in my life right now and It feels like my dreams are helping me either understand or teaching me something important

“I found zeus”

The girl I was dating left in a strop, she was in a mood, left me with the dog (Zeus) and changed the photo on my phone to my ex gf who I hadn’t seen in years, I knew she did it out of spite

I Ended up at a house party with people all from my area that I used to go out with, my close mates

I had actually been in this place before in a dream

I have been looking after Zeus but as soon as I found my phone these 3 pet iguanas literally followed me around everywhere. Scary transformer looking things but loved me and played and followed me everywhere. Turning into shapes and jumping around everytime I gave them attention

At the party, people were drinking, I was making everyone laugh, I remember being stupid and making jokes. Deep conversations, speaking to their souls, meaningful discussions, always interesting

The girls were dancing and all my mates are doing a dance off it was funny

In the corner a few were standing doing drugs, you could see, chatting shit as we did, but this time I was completely sober

Zeus making friends and then sleeping on the sofa

Time to go, they were going to next bar, as we were out side the appartment it was like a massive entrance part to a Waitrose, similar to a supermarket you would find within a shopping mall

I was literally bumping into people who I had recognised, little chit chats and then moving through the building

My mate came up to me and gave me a packet. (Cocaine) He said I got you this stuff, banging. But warned me, take it slow, don’t rush it, was concerned I would be greedy,

As I’m holding it and he explaining To me how good the gear was, I was thinking wow i don’t do it any more and is this how they thought I was? greedy with gear or not able to control it

I put it in my top pocket just to stop him talking,
“mate I don’t do this no more I can handle myself on without this”

“Yea yea”, his geared up reply, not paying any attention to what I had said, he was in a daze.

They started leaving.

“Bro I don’t do it now it’s been over 18 months, trying to justify myself”

my other mate came over and said, “here is some mdma, take this too”

they were still the same, and just couldn’t understand I didn’t do it, they didn’t accept.

It’s very busy, I’m a little lost, seeing and speaking to old faces. All drunk

And then fuck

what did I do with zeus?
Where is Zeus?

Fuck fuck fuck

Panic!

Zeus…screaming his name, frantically panicking
All the thoughts,
you lost him,
how you going to explain it?,
someone will have taken him,
fuck what am I going to say

It Felt like I was in kings cross train station now.

Zeus, zeus

The iguanas were still following me

I see dogs playing, I scream his name again.

a black and brown dog comes scuttling towards me, relief

Crushed

it was a sausage dog

My heart pumping so fast

How have I lost him?, I don’t even do drugs,

I went so unconscious for a second

I can’t seem to recall where I was.

I see aPoliceman standing there

“Have you seen a Rottweiler?”

He said, “a what?”

A rottweiler.. in German/ Brazil accent

He said no,

“Where are the apartments?” I said

He opened the door

I went through,

It was super busy and there was Zeus.

Tail wagging, he was so scared

I grab him a cry of relief, I held him so tight, his sad face.

“I am here I am here. I have got you. I am sorry. I love you, I love you, I love you”

I hear and feel him cry his eyes out, his relief, fear, joy, love all in that moment.

Mine too, tears, relief, love,regret, all at once.

it was intense

“I have got you, I am here”

As I’m doing this I’m actually laying with my pillow holding so tight

A ball of orange warm energy engulfed us, all around though us. calmness and love and peace. I felt it for real, my body went into instant calmness

I found Zeus

I found god

I found me

That was my story, that life did not serve me. Some of the people closest to me for years, do not serve me now. Drugs don’t serve me

No need to impress

The message I was told

You light people up and make people laugh

Only settle for someone that loves you like Zeus, unconditional love, loyalty, trust, protection

Stay present, in the moment, be yourself, your true self

It is a knowing

Fuck that is a relief, I know who I am and I am enough!!