God is with me in the darkness and sadness

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i feel like such a disappointment
maybe i'm projecting
i can't not be a mess
yep, i'm gonna blame God
Psalm 139, personal fave
even if i don't acknowledge Him
hangin around in the bushes just waitin to be found
God wants me to go, hey, where ya at?
can't ya see x?
He never deserts me
i am a human being living in an ungodly world that chooses materialism
subtracting humanity one app at a time
why so downcast o my soul
embracing humanity...
magnified over here whereas everyone appears to be doing the opposite
i am very well aware of what's goin on
billions upon billions on psych meds
our society is weak for a reason
reg drugs are obviously addictive and self-destructive
if there's a script involved it's usually worse
what makes em any different than junkies
some drugs are socially acceptable, other drugs involve labels
so insensitive over here
sumin i've gathered with my stupid ass country
double ended dildo depression totally fine when lubed the fuck up