Did I have a Near Death Experience?

Did I have a Near Death Experience? Or was it the effects of the Anastasia and I was tripping out. Here is that story.

Lyrics to the songs
HEAR ISRAEL / HEAR MY GOD
WHEN THE HEART CRIES
HEAR ISRAEL MY GOD

When the heart cries only God hears
the pain rises out of the soul
a man falls down before he sinks down
with a little prayer (he) cuts the silence

Hear Israel my God, you're the omnipotent
you gave me my life, you gave me everything
in my eyes a tear, the heart cries quietly
and when the heart is quiet, the soul screams
Hear Israel my God, now I am alone
strengthen me my God; make it that I won't fear
the pain is big, and there's no where to run away
make it end, for no more strength is left within me

When the heart cries, time stands still
all of a sudden, the man sees his entire life
he doesn't want to go to the unknown
he cries to his God right before a big fall

The Blessing - in HEBREW - Sarah Liberman (Coronavirus Version)
The Lord bless you
And keep you
Make his face shine upon you
And be gracious to you
The Lord turn His face towards you
And give you peace Amen

May His favor be upon you
And a thousand generations
And your family And your children
And their children And their children

May His presence go before you
And behind you, and beside you All around you
And within you He is with you He is with you

In the morning, in the evening
In your coming, and your going
In your weeping And rejoicing
He is for you He is for you