REBIRTH

Music:
01. The Vortex Inside - From The Grave
02. Hans Zimmer - Mountains
03. God Is An Astronaut - Suicide By Star
04. diedlonely - avenoir

Speech:
Edgar Alan Poe - Alone
Dylan Thomas - Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night (read by Anthony Hopkins)
John F. Kennedy Speech
Charles Bukowski read by SpokenVerse
Shots from God Of War (Christopher Judge) andsome additional words (Breaking Bad, Jacob's Ladder, The Green Mile, Scent Of A Woman)

Visuals:
2001 Space Odyssey, Indian Runner, Dark City, Hobo With A Shotgun, One flew Over A Cukoo's Nest, Frankenstein, Yellowstone, Thunderheart, The Green Mile, The Punisher, Beyond The Black Rainbow, Point Break, City Of Angels, Angel's Egg, Berserk, Golgo 13, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Akira, I Saw The Devil, The Stranger, Mouth Of Madness, Mandy, Lords Of Chaos, Running Scared, Against The Wall, Jacob's Ladder

Time (edit): I don't want to know. Fortunately, the log file is lost forever.

I really hope the effort was worth something. May it be a catharsis, a beacon of hope, motivation or even just a small light in the dark. If one soul out there is able to transform something negative into something positive... to stand up again, after they fell... I've done my job. So, wherever you are and no matter how lost you may feel: YOU GOT THIS. Things will work out, somehow. They always do. We just need to learn to let go, accept change and be eager to never stop experiencing life in all its glory. Only then do we begin to gain access to the ability of forming iur life, according to our will and vision.

STAY THE COURSE, EVERYBODY.

P.S.
My whole system crashed when I created this video. I worked countless hours on it, so it wasn't fun. One of my SSDs was completely blocked (it was running on 100% all the time, which resulted in heavy freezes). Most definitely corrupted. I tried everything to keep it running. It was either abandoning this video (and therefore weeks of effort I put into it) or try to work around it.
I found a way, BUT in the end, after the (what I thought) final render, the system wasn't operating anymore.
I was considering many things (even a bitminer, since they're common these days) but there wasn't anything that I could find. Nothing I could do to fix it.
So the SSD needed to be flashed and I did a hard reset.
I thought the video was done anyway, so I didn't bother losing the project file.
So it was after the reset, that I realized there were a few glitches within the video.
Nothing major, but still... when you put so much time and effort into something, stuff like that begins to matter (even if it shouldn't, as it's not about perfection).
That being said, I'm just glad I could finish the video at all.
It's far more devastating that I lost the project file of the first track of the video as well, as I wasn't able to master and render the track in full. Whatever that was, I'm still thankful the system didn't die completely, while still finishing the video.
Very intersting experience indeed. I think it was time for a purge (of my system ssd at least).
Anyway, the system is set up again and I'm ready for another one!

P.P.S. Some aspects of this video may initially seem contradictory, perhaps even conflicting—a paradox. This is intentional. Certain elements serve as allegories. However, the true meaning behind all of these videos lies within your own mind. Interpret them as you wish. They are yours.

See you soon.

xGrave