24 days ago

PRODUCED BY RRAREBEAR

This ones for my/ little sister,
mate I miss ya, so much
Thinking back to when we were kids, is so rough
I was always doing drugs, you were grown up
being my big sis, when we were just lil kids>4
I was about 13 and you was bout 10
should have been me helping you then
but I was so lost, always doing them pills, doped up
nothing I could do to be a big bro, I was so gone8
I wish I'd been there for ya, when times were tough
I know you had to deal with your own stuff but Stroz
I hope you know now I love ya so much
If I could go back to how it was 12
I'd do it in a heartbeat>
And give you back all the stuff that I robbed
all the times that I took the mick (mate) I'd scrub it off
but Stroz, its too late now, I'm sorry I'm gone
I just hope you forgive me later on, mate listen

You're my little sister, how could I ever walk away?//
I didn't have a choice this time, I couldn't stay//
I had to fall deep into hell n I had to pray//
That one day, maybe, I'd see your face

But the mess that I've made mate has been a terrible place>
I've dragged you straight down with me to this hell that I've made //
Now you're burning right next to me, its killing me mate//
I wish that I could pull you from the flames//

do you remember when we'd play cards,
You'd always win
Chess too, and draughts as well
Of course you did
You were smarter than me
At all that stuff
Apart from when we'd play cheat
And I'd call your bluff
Connect 4
Hungry Hippos
And Cluedo
Tried playing Ludo didn't have a clue though
I loved playing with you mate
They were happy days
Now it's just darkness and pain
An unlucky fate
It's been a while since we spoke now mate
And I'm sorry for the things that I've done, it can't be changed
I just hope one day, I see your face
And I wish that I could pull you from the flames,
Hey listen

You're my little sister, how could I ever walk away?//
I didn't have a choice this time, I couldn't stay//
I had to fall deep into hell n I had to pray//
That one day, maybe, I'd see your face

The last years have been craziness
Mate I tried saving us
wanted to get it out of the way and then lay it to rest
My past was catching up with me, it was dangerous
I tried everything I could to stop it from making me vexed4
Tried to think with a clear head
Tried to work out what I could possibly do to end this real mess
but real stress was breaking me down
I was dodging the police everyday in every single which way, but now8
its caught up with me and everythings broken//
the truths out now and the case is blown open
the whole things in the public eye
makes me wanna die
wishing there was something that I could write 12
to make it up to you/
but there's nothing I can do
just a song about my feelings
to try and get through
to my little sis,
and let her know that I'm sorry
your unforgiveness is my only worry, hey

You're my little sister, how could I ever walk away?//
I didn't have a choice this time, I couldn't stay//
I had to fall deep into hell n I had to pray//
That one day, maybe, I'd see your face

Rrarebear beats 'Lost My Way'

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