Dear Paul ~ Luke Johnson (Spoken Word)

Dear Paul
Here's the score
I'm writing this letter just to speak my soul
Years of your porn has led to tears and scorn
It's been a nightmare here Paul, I've seen it all
I know there's many others like me that have seen the gore,
seen the pain and the suffering of teens and more
And we've all been brainwashed but beneath it all
I know a deep story that needs to be recalled
It's not as simple as this, there's a deepness, a core
There's something happening and it's thieving us all
of some type of a love, we're all needing, more,
Than this grot and this grime that you're feeding us all
Who were you as a child Paul, were you ignored?
Were you abused in your youth, is the truth much more?
Did your father own videos of gruesome porn?
Did you stumble on something that you shouldn't have saw?
Were you bullied at your school Paul, by girls and all?
beaten by a group of boys inside the food hall?
Is there something even deeper, you've buried in your mind,
cos the pain and the hurt was too brutal and raw?
If the truth be told mate I relate to it all
I understand the pain that can change the soul
But do you even give a damn about the pain you cause?
Young women and men that have been made to fall?
There's kids in school Paul, that have seen your porn
The next generation, yeah they've seen the form
of the movies you're making, and each and all
and everyone of their heads is consumed by thoughts
like treating women as dirt as acceptable
like perversity is virutally respectable
but its all a big lie Paul, accept it, Paul
your whole life is built on intentional
darkness, yeah your heart is, a lonely place
You're a lost sheep mate, was your fold displaced?
Was your heart torn apart by a jealous ex
And you miss the way that she used to hold your face?
But you're an old man now
I cant see you changing
Honestly Paul, mate
my heart is breaking
I don't see any way you can change your ways
because the ways that you've made have been paved and paved
But who's saying, there's nothing you can do now
Surely, you might see the truth now
How a life of pain and hurt can just turn to dirt
Is there nothing I can say to make you turn round?
Look in your heart, mate
there's something deep down you've forgotten
something that was taken back when you were a young'un
something that you need to find if you want happiness
you're never gonna find it where you've going
It's called Gods love mate
And I've got it for you
Even if you dont believe me, believe its the truth
and even though you've torn apart my life right at the seams
I understand it all,
I forgive you