I Hoped That God Didn’t Know

Porn was the only thing that I wanted out of life. I didn’t think I was good enough, as a human, to be loved by anyone. I accepted the idea of dying alone at a very young age. Porn was comfort. The fear of my life being nothing but garbage was gone for the time that I spent looking at porn. Death and possession was very nearby. And yet I had no idea.

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