just say i'm sick (i mean, i ain't gonna argue that)

i used this whiteboard @ an AA meeting tonight
this was the most unconventional meeting i have ever been to
i went to a Church service after the meeting n it ended pretty late
you can never have too much Blessed bread
i repeat what is repetitive
what would i do with a man other than ignore him
i'd watch you eat that steak n then blow you under the kitchen table
if i was able but i'm not able
in my head i'm different
in my head i'm the woman i think i'm supposed to be n you're the man that you aren't in actuality
this is why i just say i'm gay
my explanation takes way longer than just saying i'm a lesbian
i can't make it work w/ a man to save my life
disgusted by how people have compromised their humanity
you can find God at the bottom of the well waaaay easier
any time a man gives me attention i get cold real quick
i can't explain this to somebody that insists i be somebody that i'm not
why work against yourself, that doesn't make any kinda sense
i couldn't do this if somebody were latching onto me
find another girl, i will never rock yer world
if you dunno how to be alone, that sucks for you
i love getting called names
is it an accusation if i was the one that made it originally
they're still not making the correct assessment
why would i waste my time if i don't have to
i will not fail in this way anymore
paisley was eating the Blessed bread, i mean i get it
cats want Eternal life, too
i'd rather be alone for the rest of my life than lie to myself
loving an idea of somebody is not loving that actual person
being alone is being w/ God
i think i am naturally a monastic
these interactions are typically pretty brief
this circuit is so short what's the point
it's too painful for me to pretend
is the phantom libido biological or psychological?
every time i've ever been in a relationship it's a total disaster
it's never him, it's always me (when have you ever heard a woman say THAT)
women are trained to manipulate
women dunno how to understand their emotions, all they know how to do is play the blame game
women dunno how to regroup, they are too busy hating each other
if i can avoid women i avoid women
even my female cats hate each other
i am so in awe of people that are into sports
i like passionate people
not a fan of competition
but the other team has the same goal?
do not microwave fry cup...that's right, we have to do this now
people manipulate becuz they didn't get what they needed in childhood
narcissism n manipulative behavior typically stems from the family system
cats knock shit over. a lot
this was already a disaster area n now there's no salvaging it
i can't blame my cats for behaving like cats
most people are sick, you can count on me to know that about myself