no business like this end of the world business

sigh...CLASSIC ag
it was fun for almost a min there
the part of my brain that wants to fit in must be awfully misshapen
maybe i'm all too honest w/ myself
i know what i'm good at n what i suck at
is it sociopathic to not give a shit
what they told me was wrong has been right all along
if it's conventional it's wrong on principle (ag morals)
whatever is popular is never to be questioned
you're being punished for choosing this shit world
those things are just things that i love n appreciate but they don't make me whole
w/out discernment you will associate God w/ all the people that claim Him but aren't good examples of Him
i get a real i don't trust ya energy
what we've been sold all our lives has been a load of crap
liquor is way more reliable than most people
the world is the disease
but the escapism isn't working anymore
HUUUUUUMBLEEEEEE opinion
with addiction comes a lotta loss
i think that the difference between alcoholics n addicts n everyone else is that we couldn't escape our problems
was that prophecy REALLY revealed tho
this is a cluster of cells portion okay
liquor WAS my savior back then
that was a joke that i told myself at the time so i could justify lifting liquor bottles
i had faith even then
God is the comedian, He already knows everythang
i've always taken comfort in the fact that God understands my pain
God still loves me even if the world hates me
God knows that i didn't intentionally make anyone angry
people do stalk ag, do you want proof (it's there)
so frustrating but then i remember that i can create every single day n that's a beautiful thing
that's a damn good song (one hit wonder by space hog)
God is always the cure (oh and also liquor)
if you are ever stumped read the Psalms, cheers