Rambling about my upbringing and how my gender is tied with my faith

Mirrored from Turtle Island Tetragrammaton: https://www.youtube.com/@TurtleIslandTetragrammaton originally published: Jun 26, 2025

Thinking about how Christianity was almost taboo in my household and why I always loved Jesus even before I knew his story. Why Christmas was so special to me and why I tend to tie my transfemininity in with my spiritual identity. Why I don't mind being a trans woman with a manipulated mind deeply trapped within the confines of occult masonry and the Christian church. Media, Christian books meant for women and transhumanism leads me to the left but my masculinity is less dogmatic and almost free. Was my family right to raise me without religious ideas? Why I only got a taste of Christianity but I seek to indoctrinate myself with Church narratives, deeply want fellowship with other Christian seekers but am commited to finding the truth.

Proverbs 25:2
"It is the glory of God to conceal things, but the glory of kings is to search things out"

#greatawakening #occultchurch

Lisa Cairns short video about losing motivation on the spiritual path: https://youtube.com/shorts/usrOTin16PE?si=lzp56bilVW7sLLiD

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