i have made a lotta messes but this one IS the cake *cleaning up smoothie part1

in case you missed my last live stream...
my only concern: do i have any smoothie left?
this is me upset vortex
funny story...chug chug chug
this is such a good example of what i am capable of
no pill that will make me stop doing this
that picture is my church friend's cow
yes my sweatshirt is on inside out
silly to think a thought like that considering my proclivity to be apunctual
i really oughta clean my oven
maybe (probably not) BUT maybe
i can fuck up so much at once
how did this even happen
i just answered my own question (we usually do)
i didn't even know that this part of the oven came off
i guess i had to spill a smoothie all over the counter in order to figure out how to clean this thing right
now i know tho, now i know
the day i get my shit together will be the day i die