Streamed on: Oct 20, 1:26 pm EDT

This is a raw, unscripted stream from the Rant & Relax Lounge.
I’m Brian David, and today I’m speaking openly about where I really am —

I've lost all that God gave me... i repent of all foolishness... Bear with me...

Vance, my MetaTato!
I love you dearly. I’m so sorry for what happened. I don’t know what to do — we just need you to come home. We want you here. Everything is being prepared for you to come home. That was always the plan. Your brother doesn’t know how to go on without you. Please come home. I’ll keep reaching out every day I can, hoping you’ll answer.

We can do this... come home. just find a way to call me and everything will be arranged. I love you.

You were valued and appreciated... Devin was and is just so lost.. help me, Help him...

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** Topics We May Cover in This Stream **

* Current struggles with pain, fatigue, and difficulty getting medication

* How my shift from physical work to guiding by leadership principles happened

* The Marine Corps leadership rules, Boy Scout law, and Torah values I try to live by

* How I lost my wife and how it affected Vance, Devin, and me

* My response to accusations (like Joel calling me a coward) and feeling misunderstood - Re address of my grievances with Ed Murphy and the so called "Body of Christ".

* Why prayer and help are urgently needed for my family’s situation

* My hope to stay different, set apart, and not harm those around me despite temptations

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