10-18 in NJ trying to earn a livin, not ready to go at life

I struggle with identity issues, i dont feel confienough to apply for a regular job since I wld need to conform to looking "professional". im 50 lbs overfat & am unable to dress in a mannet which im physically comfortable soooo this is me, earnkng a living cleaning what people hate. I love seeing yhe results of my efforts & nevet judge anyone. Have a happy day, my future, our future depends on what we accomplish as well as connect with. her for fri3nds & laughs of life.