DEAR DIARY 10/16/25

Daily journaling, dear diary not sure how we want
to do it just some quick thoughts. I definitely
noticed getting up and being in my own little
space for the week… This is the first day that I
didn’t go out to my little Plant corner and it’s
definitely … I can see that it’s making a
difference already in my day, but I let myself sleep
in today.. sleep until 4am which, I mean, I always
get out of bed around 4/430am but anyway … that’s
neither here nor there… |what is the point I
wanted to say ? - Stanley💙 was in the kitchen
hanging out with me and I didn’t I want to be like:
can you give me space bc I’m trying to make content,
because I like being intentional with him - so I
was thinking, oh! I definitely noticed the
difference in today not being up earlier out and
having just even a couple of minutes to myself and
even if I don’t read the scripture just being out
having the Bible open, I’m noticing a difference. I
do keep forgetting to pray a lot, but I keep
reminding myself. Oh, I need to pray about this
part of my day. I feel like it’s helping me be more
specific and intentional about what I’m asking for
and making you really think like what am I asking
for - not vague oh I wanna have a good life. I want
blessings like what? How do you want to get these
blessings ? Then I was thinking it was really weird
bc the last time I had a cigarette craving was the
other morning while I was doing scripture reading
and I just read a thing recently that said like
when you find it very hard to do things you want to
do when you know you should do that is your flesh
fighting you & that makes so much sense because
obviously the enemy weaponizes the flesh all the
time .. so anyway this is a talk to text that I hope
is not completely ridiculous. Cause this is just
we’re trying something new with the journaling. I
don’t ever have the time to write. We have all this
technology. There’s nothing wrong with using some
of it, although I am sorry, I am just I’m not a fan of
the ChatGPT stuff like AT ALL. I’m just all right
love you and I’ll check in later. Have an amazing
day. Jesus loves you the most and HE is amazing.
Love you bye