no point in apologizing for not being a different person

imagine waking up every single day and expecting...
people have never done what i want so i don't let em get in my way anymore
i kinda have given up on this world but i'm not so sad about it
it doesn't have to be so ominous
i know i'm seemingly selfish but i'd be worse if i did what you wanted
i know what i'm not good at
they will shape shift so they win yer ceal of approval (for a min)
i am about seven people truth be told
that approval don't mean diddley squat
i always felt guilty if i did what other people wanted going against my own conscience
never ever again will i turn down or turn off my conscience
...all so you're more comfortable
...all so that the sheep will be nice to me
this is a song of encouragement to myself
i'm really not in the business of pissing people off
peacemaker vs. asskisser
that's literally how it feels, a light goes off
i don't wanna blame her cos it's not her fault
always blame yourself. no matter what
it's not yer fault that they're not conscious