VNIX - I'll Keep Trying, Trying (live)

Performing live a song off my upcoming album Chrysalis. “I’ll Keep Trying, Trying” (lyrics):

Stumbling I roll my toes
Little missteps on a journey full of woes
It feels like the end of me, but when I do grow
A fantasy of hope blossoms from the seeds I’ve sown

When the healing strides have worn me weak
I remind myself that change is exhausting
And then I feel, then I feel more capable
And stronger than I was
Stronger than I was once sold

Oh, I’ll keep trying, I’ll keep trying till I find my home
Oh, I’ll keep trying, I’ll never stop trying till I save my soul

Floating unaware of who I was
Shame inside my heart for things I’ve done
And done to me..
Oh I wish I’d known the right things to do
But I can’t change my past, the present I’ve got
I’ll do better now, reparent myself

Makes the looking back so much harder
Fear I’m like my mother or worse my father
No way to show, no way to show my innocent mind
But regrets made it so I had conditions and catalyst to grow

Oh, I’ll keep trying, I’ll keep trying till my heart unfolds
Oh, I’ll keep trying, I’ll never stop trying till I save my soul

My, my, my reality reversed
It’s taken all my life to break the curse
Healing’s been confusing, I hurt and hurt
But so is the road to learn one’s worth

Oh, I’ll keep trying
Oh, till I save my soul
Oh, I’ll keep trying
Oh, till I save my soul

I’ll keep trying, trying, trying
I’ll keep trying, trying, trying
I’ll keep trying, trying, trying
I’ll keep trying, trying, trying
I’ll keep trying