VNIX - Was It Ever In The Stars?

Was It Ever In The Stars? (lyrics)

Those days alone back then lying in my bed looking out the window
With the moon shining down on me like a spotlight
Watch the dance of rustled trees like a soundscape for existing
Looking up asking all my questions
Making all my wishes like a message in a bottle
An SOS of secrets uncharted

Did I ever have a choice at all, what my life would be?
Was it ever in the stars for me, no more suffering?
Sometimes I'm strong, sometimes I'm scared
Sometimes I pray, "Will you change me?"
Sometimes I'm lost, sometimes I'm found
Sometimes I feel, "What's wrong with me?"

I learned to live with locked doors and late night anxieties
To keep my light preserved
But I took apart the machine,
Cause something's we get hypnotized into burying
Until we're brave enough to dig up all the pieces of our great big mystery

Did I ever have a choice at all, what my life would be?
Was it ever in the stars for me, no more suffering?
Sometimes I'm strong, sometimes I'm scared
Sometimes I pray, "Will you change me?"
Sometimes I'm lost, sometimes I'm found
Sometimes I feel, "What's wrong with me?"

Did I ever have a choice at all, what my life would be?
Was it ever in the stars for me, no more suffering?
Sometimes I'm strong, sometimes I'm scared
Sometimes I pray, "Will you change me?"
Sometimes I'm lost, sometimes I'm found
Sometimes I feel, "What's wrong with me?"