i can't turn it down so i turn it all the way up

you don't have to believe what i believe
i could do my best to explain these things but i won't do it justice
like God needs some crazy bitch to come to His defense
i ain't trying to prove anything w/ my solitude
eventually these things will be made perfectly clear
my ego tells me they gotta know
imma stop smoking...so i go buy a carton
this idea of everything will always taunt me
you either get it or you don't
there's nothing i could say to make you stay
ag ain't the provider of time
patience ain't fun, much like humility
actually having experiences is far better than just reading a book
yes i get dopamine from reading!
learning should be pleasurable cos it will guarantee a better future
i just had to make that point about orwell
brag about what you know but refuse to apply it
what's the point in knowing anything at all