Let’s chat . Turtle island tonight

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Man, I look a hot mess. I look a hot mess.
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Holy moly. All right. Hey guys, I just got done. Um, my daughter wanted to hang
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out with her friend for a little bit. And I have Turtle Island tonight, so it looks like um I got to maneuver around a
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little bit today, but that's all right. I just got my nails done.
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The color of my nails is called All the Drama.
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Just for Turtle Island tonight, I got a color called All the Drama. All of it.
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What's everybody up to today? Oh god, I need to do something. For
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those of you guys that think I'm getting bangs, y'all are crazy. I know that like
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I I guess it looks a little bit cute, but I just don't have the balls to do
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it. I can't. I just can't. And um Dolly doesn't like it. He said it looks weird.
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I think he just thinks that it'll be different or that I'll be like somebody. I don't know what he thinks, but I just
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really was like, "Okay." Yeah. I was too scared. Anyway, when I was in like
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second, third grade, I had bangs. And I mean it's more of a hairstyle for me
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where I feel like it's too young. Like I I would be looking a lot more
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third grade, right? Is it just me? Please no bangs. Exactly. TMI. I'm not doing it. I can't do it. Um I thought
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about it. Uh I think Miss Nancy suggested it and I was like, "Let me see what I look like." So then I went to go
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look and I put, you know, AI. Hey, put some bangs on me right here right now. And wham, bam, thank you, ma'am. There I
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was. So yeah, that's how I got the picture with the bangs, but I just was like, "Okay,
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I'm not so sure how I feel about this. I don't know. I just don't know."
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So that was that. I can't believe tomorrow is going to be Monday already.
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Hey, Sage. Um, yeah, it's depressing.
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What about butterfly bangs? That's in at the moment. I'm not sure what butterfly bangs are. Um, I found a Tiffany lamp at
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the garage sale for $2 on on eBay. It says this one is 89 to 135. Wow, great
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find. Congratulations. Um, poof, weekend gone, right? They sell
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clipin bangs. What? Maybe I should do that. That's a good idea. Like just once
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in a while I could have bangs. I hate Mondays. I'm so sad. Me, too. I
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really hate Mondays, too. Um, we almost went to another TJ Maxx and then I was just like,
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Dolly might kill me cuz we spent a little bit of money. Every now and then my kid wants a whole new um, bath/s
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shower routine. So, she wants like a whole new smell and what that consists of usually is like face wash, uh, body
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wash, body lotion, uh, serum, which she thinks she needs, which she's 14. I
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don't know what it is, if it's Tik Tok or what, but they're promoting these young ladies that they need to have like
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serums. And I'm like, I don't even use that. And she's like, "No, mom, you need to." And I'm like, "Girl, okay." But so,
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like, we literally had god knows our cart was just over full and I uh might
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have spent a couple hundred. Don't tell. But, um, we don't do that
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very often. So, you know, it's good to spend quality time. And I'm glad that she's uh taking care of herself cuz she
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was a little bit of a tomboy back in the day. She still kind of is, but now she's getting more girier. And I really enjoy
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that. I love that. I like my long bangs I tuck behind my ears all they dry and
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then they look classic, soft, cute. But well, see, my hair doesn't curl and so I can't really do a curl. And I'm worried
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about if I had bangs that they would just be flat on my head like this. Like I would have this.
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Not so much of this, but you know what I mean. Um, and I don't do hardly anything
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when I wake up. I basically just rock and roll. I usually take a shower the
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night before and then I get up and get, you know,
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what's up, Elevated Truth. Thank you. I'm having a great day. Um, Turtle
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Islands tonight. Don't forget we're doing groups again, so you guys are going to get mixed all around. I don't
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know what he's got planned. He does. He moves to his own drum beat, but um it'll
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be fun. I see people talking about, you know, we're going to discuss the [ __ ] that's been going down or whatever. And it is what it is. I'm over it. I'm
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sorry. I uh I kind of went at you kind of hard cuz I know you knew I was talking to you, but nobody really nobody
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else really knew I was talking to you the other day. And it wasn't so much that like you did anything really wrong.
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Um, I just really enjoy watching you when
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you're on. So, it's like I kind of like turn it on expecting to get away from it. And then when I seen you do it, it's
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over and done with. It don't matter. Um, all cleared up. Everything's fine. Home is great. Life is great. Like there's
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nothing nothing at all. Um, y'all can talk about whatever imaginary
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storyline that you know gets you going during the day, I guess. Um, did you
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just say everybody vote me off? Are we doing this again?
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Or is it just not popular to be on Turtle Island now cuz the host has drama? Is that what we're doing?
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Oh, I don't care. I don't care about the jokes. It's over with. Um, as far as I'm
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concerned, I don't I've let it go. I'm the type. And this is the end of the book. Men are from Mars, women are from
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Venus. Okay. And I had to explain this to [ __ ] in here. um a handful of
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times. Basically, women, if you've got an issue, it feels good just to like
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talk about it. And if you're talking about it to your partner and they're like, "Okay, well, we'll do this and we'll fix it this way and we'll fix it
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this way." That is so annoying because I'm literally like, "Well, of course I'm not going to quit my job. What do you
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mean?" Or, "Of course I'm not going to, you know, do whatever the solution is at the time that he suggested." And he's
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just sitting there like, "Well, what the [ __ ] did you tell me about it for then?" And I'm just like, I just wanted to talk about it and be done with it. That's it.
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No, I just despise the theme team thing. Um,
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no one needs to be just Oh, I'm sure it's coming. I I plan on having a five minute slow mode. It'll be okay.
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Um, you know, cuz what he did three years ago, it's just such a big hot commodity that we're going to all
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discuss for years to come. And I mean, it's what he did. So,
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uh, but the teams, the only reason the teams are getting done is because I feel like,
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um, your group, let's just say, not necessarily that you're really even in a group, but you're friendly with a set of
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people that are all friendly with the set of people that they've kind of gathered to themselves. And so, it's like a split between the dark side on
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the island and the others. Like, the others might be the bench warmers, but I mean, they're still the others. And it's
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kind of hard for the others to go anywhere or advance far when the dark
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side has 75% of.
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And yes, Turtle Island has always been that way. You're right. But my intent is
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to make it more I don't know make it more un
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predictable, make it more chaotic, and make it more um sporadic.
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But yeah, I don't want to know Truth's name. Damn sure don't want to know what
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Dolly did. Uh who wants to know Truth's name? His name is Elevated.truuth.
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if you want to know. Um I I I I know I
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wasn't supposed to tell them truth, but I I mean I it just came out. My bad. Um
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everyone has a past and it's called the past for a reason. Period.
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I don't It's weird. Nina Drew. Yeah, same same girl. Same. It's Chuck Norris.
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Oh, my bad. I didn't really think you were quite as cool as Chuck Norris, but okay.
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H Sage, I don't care. What don't you care about? What am I missing? Um, so yeah, elevated.truuth.
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His middle name is spelled D O T and then Truth. Um, please don't hate me,
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but I just can't get into Turtle Island. Love the regular show. No worries. Not everybody likes Turtle Island. It's not
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that big of a deal. We're not going to hate you over that. The only person that should know about Dolly's past is PJ.
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Everyone else needs to stop. Um, damn. Truth got to eat.
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Um, I It's so funny you say that cuz when we were first starting to uh talk, I was
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doing a uh private investigator certification program and I told him one
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time, you know, they're showing us all the software and all the places you can go online where you can find information
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on people. I'm going to look you up. up and he was like, "Huh?" And I was just like, "Well, you know, I got to know
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what and who and where. Like, I have a kid and I don't want you to be like some weirdo." And, you know, by the way,
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there's all this stuff about you on the internet, so I mean, I just got to make sure what's what. And he was just kind of like, "Okay, um, I don't think he
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really thought that I would do it, but I definitely did it, and he knows I did it." Hey, Army Mom, did you get your
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package? I finally got you out your package. Um, God, it took such a long
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time. I'm sorry. Uh, that's another thing. I came back here and let my kid go with her friend for a little bit
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because I got to ship stuff. Um, there's stuff he still has to make and he's probably going to be asleep. God knows
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if he's even going to make it to Turtle Island. So, y'all might not have to worry about Turtle Island if he doesn't get up. Um, PJ, I want to send you
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something, but what's your favorite animal? Um, my favorite animal, that's a that's a hard hard question. I really
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like a lot of animals, but if I had to pick one, I would say a piggy. I used to
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collect pig stuff and then I moved a couple times, got married uh hippo.
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What's that supposed to mean? A hippo. Um, but all my stuff got discombobulated. All my stuff I
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collected, it's like God knows where it went to. So, I don't really have anything anymore. But I I used to really
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love piggies and collected piggy stuff. I've been in the bushes for a while
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watching Turtle Island and Dolly's late night lives. I saw the whole mess that went down with Dolly and could give two shits about it now, right? It was like
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three years ago and people are trying to say two. No, it wasn't 3 years. It was 2.8 months. Girl, they were in Georgia
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October 2022. It is now October 2025. So you do the math. It might be off by like
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a couple days, but it was definitely October. So, um, whatever. Oh, and then
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you know what really got me? What really got me is that a person that, and now
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I'm talking to you, [ __ ] But a person that really claims to be, you know, Queen Escobar, whatever the [ __ ]
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whoever you are, I don't dis I don't I don't have any feelings towards her. But
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I messaged her before I saw when I saw this stuff was all about to come out. I was like, "Hey, can you just give me a
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rundown on what's about to come out just so that I'm not blindsided?" And she didn't see my message, which I figured it wasn't that big of a deal, or else I
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would have sent like an email. But, um, after all that went down, she's like, "Well, had I seen this, I would have
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done it, but I didn't like your live today or whatever." And I was like, "I wasn't even talking to you. Elevated
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Truth knows because he literally while I was doing a live sent me an apology and
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I So, I wasn't talking to Queen Bee and so I basically told her ass like I wasn't
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even talking to you, but if we want to go there, you know, you probably should have not gotten sued if you had shut the
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[ __ ] up. And she just she didn't like that. So, we went back and forth at it for a hot minute. I I'm not the one I
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don't consider any human being above any other human being. So, I don't like take
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these words lightly when people are just like, "Yeah, when your man told you to shut the [ __ ] up or get out or
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something." I'm like, I don't Huh? When the [ __ ] did that happen? And how why are you so invested in my life that
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you're like repeating [ __ ] that you claimed that had happened? I don't It's weird as [ __ ] to me. I couldn't tell you
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I couldn't tell you [ __ ] about [ __ ] on anybody on this platform. Like, I couldn't tell you where she was freaking
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or what she talked about yesterday. Like it's weird to me. But hey, you do you.
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TLC, I don't care. She has whatever. She can say whatever. She's got her own platform. She can say anything she wants
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to about me. That's totally fine. When all is said and done, she's still a felon that sold drug out of her house.
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And uh you can sue me all day long. It's in the records. It's not a dead girl.
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Um, you still took like a hundred thousand damn dollars from everybody and won't show a damn receipt. I'm We can go
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there all day long. I'm not into drama. I'm not into going back and forth with these people. But this [ __ ] I mean, I
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I almost want to post a screenshot cuz she's, you know, still mad that I showed articles from her back in the day when
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she was picking at freaking Dolly, of course, cuz I'm the pimple. But she's still pissed that I posted her freaking
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rap sheet. Like I I I went above and beyond what anybody else did because like literally just [ __ ] sit the [ __ ]
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down and leave us the [ __ ] alone. That's all I need is literally just for you to shut up. Leave me the [ __ ] alone. And
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I'm sorry I got to be that blunt about it, but it is what it is. You're still a
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felon that [ __ ] stole sold [ __ ] made whatever drug out your house. It's
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not my problem. I heard was that Dolly lied and that's
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what pissed him all off. I don't care. He doesn't have to tell anybody who he he listen.
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He doesn't have an only fans where you can see his dick and his action in real life. Okay? So therefore, he doesn't
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have to tell anybody who he had relations with. I know the truth.
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And it was right before we started dating. And that's why I was telling you guys about the whole PI part of whatever
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I did, whatever when we first met. Um, he literally doesn't have to tell
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anybody what he did. It was none of their business. And the reason that Queen Bee got sued was because Betty
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asked her to stop because she was pushing her to the edge and she wouldn't stop talking about her and she just
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couldn't [ __ ] stop. So, I'm sorry. That's on you, hun. You didn't have to
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[ __ ] push forward and continue to talk about the lady. It is what it is. Too much drama bully
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channel. I know, right? Agree with you on this one. Makes me sick. I'm
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And they're going to do whatever they're going to do. So, it's like addressing it doesn't help. Doesn't like if you don't
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address it, it doesn't help. It is what it is. So, I can't I don't I have a real life
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as you guys see. I've been out with my daughter. Um I just dropped her off at a friend's. I just went and got my nails
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done. Um I'm going to go in here and try to get some orders out. I'm going to um
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get him up hopefully in time for Turtle Island and then we're going to do Turtle
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Island. Then I have to go um take care of my kid and get her to high school in the morning and all that. But basically,
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uh, I just wanted to come on here because I know that people are like anticipating Turtle Island or some of
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you guys like Elevated Truth earlier was like, "Take me off the island." Like, because now it's like some taboo thing
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to do or to be on or to participate in. It's supposed to be light-hearted fun. It's supposed to be a place to go to get
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away from this [ __ ] that has been happening. I I mean, it's been happening for a really long time, so there's no
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way to get around it. Apparently, when you get a bunch of people that are together on the internet, not in real life, cuz in real life, they would never
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[ __ ] dare, but when you get a bunch of people on the internet, they just
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just, you know, they they have like uh a Shark Tank mentality. So, it's like
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you're either the shark or you're the stuff the shark eats. And then it's like
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what gets me every time though is that when you see these people gang up on
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other people that you may not like either, which is for example for me, I a
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lot of you don't recognize that just because they're not going after you right this moment. There could be
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something happened tomorrow that you disagree with and suddenly everything could be flip-flopped and you could be
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the one getting dragged tomorrow. It's just I don't know. I don't have
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time for it. It's just And Turtle Island's going to be what it is. Um be
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the shark, not the Chumbbrite. Um but that's another thing I think that
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the problem is with YouTube is that there's too many sharks. It's like every content creator, it's like you have to
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be a shark in order to be a content creator. And then what starts happening is that some people don't realize that
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the internet is a big ginormous space where we could all coincide and then they start trying to eat each
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other. Like sharks try to eat other sharks and it's just like oh my god.
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I laughed when I called in. Dolly called me Snoopy. Oh cuz uh Nofy
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I did too. He says some of the um most outlandish stuff and it makes me laugh.
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Um I love that color on you. Thank you. This is my favorite surf shop. For those of you guys that have ever gotten a
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mystery box from me, I buy so much stuff from this place that I have like a collection of stickers and I may or may
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not have included a sticker like for the back of the car in one of these boxes I've sent out cuz it's one of my
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favorite places to go ever. Um it's just like a surf shop, you know. I'm about to
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turn my my car back on. It's um super hot and I'm not really done. I just want
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to get some stuff out and talk because like I said, we're going to have Turtle Island regardless. Last time on Thursday
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when we were going to have it and I'd made the post saying we were postponing it. Um I had to stay at my parents cuz
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my daughter I had to get her up for school, make sure she was up. I get a lot of help from my parents, but my
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daughter is 14, so it's like she kind of doesn't like she loves Jimmy and she
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loves me and of course, you know, she's here with us a lot, but at the same time, she stays at times with my parents
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because she's 14 and it's just at this point in time, she's got, you know, the
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attitude you had. Um, great cards last year. Thank you. But,
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um, we can't see you, PJ. Well, it's kind of dark. Hold on. Let me see what I can do.
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My bad. Hold on. Let me see. There you are. Hey.
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Okay. All right. They'll hear me. Okay.
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Hey. Hey. Hey. Hey. None of them will ever be the woman you are. Never forget
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that your ship just as you have been. I mean, I'm not anything special. We're all, you know, equal as far as humans.
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That's why I really don't like all these conventions that Dolly likes to go to.
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I'm never really like, "Oh my god, I want to go." It's because like I don't I don't really fantasize a human that way.
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And I don't really have any I don't even think that I have like an
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actor or anybody even that's a singer that I would date. It's just like I'm just kind of like, "Okay." And when we
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were at the one that we were at last time when we were together and Beverly Mitchell, the girl from Seventh Heaven,
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I walked by and I was like, "Oh, wow. Look, it's Beverly Mitchell." And he was like, "Who is that?" I'm like, "This girl, she was in Seventh Heaven. My
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whole family sat around and watched Seventh Heaven. Thank you, misunderstood." Um, and so that's what
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the significance of it was cuz he felt like, you know, he had gotten all these autographs and does all these things and
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was like, "Well, let's do you. let's do let's get her to do an autograph for you. And so I was like, "Okay." You
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know, but I mean it was just weird cuz she's like, "Okay, do you want a picture?" And I'm like, "I don't know.
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Do I? Okay, sure." Like, you know, it's just like I don't know. I don't feel like people are
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I don't know. And I don't know why I started talking about that. So yeah, there we are. You're amazing and very special. Never forget this. Thank you,
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Nofi. I um I don't do very well with compliments. It makes me uncomfortable.
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I'm sorry. It's just like Thanks. I think.
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No problem. Sage. Hello, Sage. Um, none of them will ever be. I've read that one
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already. Okay. So, um, yeah, I just don't like it. And I don't know why. I
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just kind of am like, "All right, cool. Thanks." And then like all the times that I'm like in Dolly's chat and
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everybody's in there is like really really nice to me, I'm just like, "What do you all want? Like what did I am I
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dying? Like why are you guys being so nice to me? It's so weird. But I can't help it. I don't know.
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That's just me. But um that's also how I show that I care to others as well. I
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don't usually um I don't know. I'm not usually very lovey. Like I'm not going
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to come run up to you and hug you in real life. I'm not going to be like, "Oh, you're such a special person." Like
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I I'm going to probably roast you and pick at you and call you a name or like,
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you know? So that's how I show somebody that I like them or I care about them, I usually just pick at them. Um, so
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anytime somebody to me is like, "Oh my god, you're amazing." I'm just like, "Thanks." I think who are you? Like, you
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know what I mean? It's just weird. Um, I stay in the bushes and roam these streets. People are too much. They need
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to mind their own business. It is what it is. I can't get my outside light to work, so
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I'm about to go plug a damn lamp up so all my decorations for Halloween freaking glow.
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Okay, we'll get it, girl. Thanks for letting us all know. Hey, Brightfoot. I'm doing great. You
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won't tell us we are beautiful like BJ does. I can't see y'all.
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So why would I tell you you're beautiful? I don't know what you look like. That's weird.
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That's weird. Like I'm one that doesn't
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pretend or sher coat. Look, the porch light just came on. Sorry. Now I got to
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figure out why I've got this big damn it house.
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That's so true. You're honest, right? And you know when I say things like even Dolly will be like, "Damn, you're mean."
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Cuz yesterday, for example, I got to give you guys an example as to how honest and how people either like me for
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being honest or hate me for being honest. And there's some people that are like they know me, so they're okay with what I say. But like yesterday, I had my
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we went to go watch the fight at Hooters. My two people I wanted to win that are my absolute favorite won badly.
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Like they defeated their people like the last guy mauled his opponent and it was
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amazing. But I was sitting there next to him and I had my glasses cuz I can't see very good far away. And so he's like all
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up in my face trying to kiss me or whatever. And I'm like, "Well, damn, your hot breath just fogged up my glasses." And I was trying to like wipe
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my glasses. And he was like, "Damn, you're mean." And I'm like, I mean, it's normal that your breath is
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hot and that it like I didn't say it to be like an like I didn't say your bad
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breath fogged up my glasses. You see what I mean? And so he's like, "Well, damn, you're mean." And I'm like, "I
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didn't mean that to be mean. I'm just telling you I can't see out my left eye."
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You know? And so that's how a lot of people purs pursue how they it's like
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people don't really get me. I feel like nobody really actually gets me. Like there's people that have reviewed me or
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talked about me or something that I've said or one of my videos and they like they review me but they're like
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perception of things that I said or how I said them are so like
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your forehead would look a lot better with bangs. Thanks for your opinion I didn't ask
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for. I'm sorry. I know we discussed this the
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other time that I was live and I've just I decided I can't do it. But yeah, thank you. Um I'm an [ __ ] but uh if I'm an
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[ __ ] you know I care because I don't care. Then I won't say anything. Exactly. That's the thing. All right.
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I'm all over the place. I'm always all over the place unless I have like a notepad with verbatim notes on what I'm
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going to say. I'm blunt, too. But see, there's a difference between there's a
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difference between being blunt and being mean. And there's a difference between
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it's really hard to explain. Like, okay, if we're going out, a bunch of girlfriends, we're all getting ready, we're about to leave, and um someone's
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like, "How do you like my outfit? Do I look okay?" I would be like
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looking over the person, whoever they are, and I would make sure, you know, they don't have food in their teeth or
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they don't have um their clothes on wrong or something doesn't match or and
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I would be like, "Let's change your shirt or like, you know, you still got to brush your teeth
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or, you know, like some some sort of way I would find out to like squeeze what I want to say or how I want to say it in
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there." Um, but then there's, you know, the people
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that are like about to go out with their friends and they're like, "Damn, your
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ass is getting weight gained weight and you you probably shouldn't be like, you know, so there's like stuff and then
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there's people when they ask you for your opinion, you should give it to them
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and or not like I hate it when I ask somebody if I look okay and they're
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like, "Oh my god, you look amazing." and then I go in the bathroom like damn that [ __ ] needs glasses. Like, you know what
27:03
I mean? Like, I don't know. It's like there's a fine line to everything. And I say this so much that it's like one of
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my mantras. There's a fine line to life where you've got to learn to live in the
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yin, the yang, the little teeny tiny line in the middle that separates the two is like where you should try to be.
27:22
Uh, high forehead is a sign of beauty. Thank you. No, I'm the one that said I had a big ass forehead the other day.
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So, it's not I didn't take it any bad way, but it was just random. The person said that like and it kind of threw me
27:34
off, but I mean I I was just talking about how rude I am and then people was like, "Oh my god, that was rude." You
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know, I just didn't ask for it at the time. But yeah,
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hold on. Let me see something. See, if I turn the lighting off, it
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doesn't even really do anything. There I am. Hey guys. Hello.
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So, um, anyways, Turtle Island's going to be on
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tonight if I haven't said it yet 10 times. Um,
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ah, there's a difference between that color is ugly on you or blue goes so
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well with your coloring. Exactly. It's almost dark. No, she was rude.
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Yeah, it's whatever.
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Uh, Turtle Island 6 tonight. Oh, and um it was so funny. Helena sent
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me a message and was like, uh, I'd love to do a meet and greet, but I didn't want to do it if you weren't coming. And
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I was like, what? Where's there a meet and greet? So, I had to go ask Dolly why everybody's talking about some meet and
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greet. Thank you, Nina. And thank you. I misunderstood. I love these ears. And
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he's like, "Well, I said that people could come out if they're, you know, going to the convention and see me and not to be crazy cuz I love my girl." And
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I'm like, "All right." Oh my god, PJ girl. My only sister
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that's dead now told me I had a four-finger forehead. I was hurt that she said that to me because she was
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older and always known as the pretty one. At 64, I no longer care. Um,
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see, I don't know how to say what I want to say to you. Um, of course, now that you
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don't care, but um, I'm 43 and I've kind of gotten to a point where if somebody
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says that to me or if somebody had said that to me, I would just
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I don't know. Clearly, that's a you problem and not a me problem. Because like if I don't see anything wrong with
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it or if I'm okay in my own skin, if I'm not okay, then I would do something to
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fix it. Luckily, in our day and age, we have, you know, bronzer. You can put
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bronzer here. It'll make your forehead look like it's not as big as it is. Um I
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always said I had a five head. And I said that to myself cuz, you know, we're our own worst critics as women. And um
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if you could put all five of your fingers on your forehead, you've definitely got a five head.
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But see you on the island. I was going to show you guys
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what I went out and got. And uh I got to say what I wanted to say already, so I
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don't really need to say much else. I wanted to just get some stuff out before I go in here. Um
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okay. I don't think we can promote beats and super beats, but I got super beats for
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Dolly. He won't do the choose. I swear to God, if y'all have a man, um, think
30:43
of your man and being the super baby man that your man is and add like times 10 to it. This man don't do nothing that's
30:50
like easy. I got my probiotics. What else? I
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thought my makeup was in here. I grabbed the wrong bag. Sorry, guys. Red yeast rice. that is good for cholesterol.
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Um they told me like uh
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six years ago I might be bordering high cholesterol and since I started gaining weight a little bit cuz I've stopped um
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watching everything I do. But um so I got this kind of for me uh for him. We're going to have to ask his doctor
31:21
cuz he's on a cholesterol medicine first. But um he has such picky food aversions. It's just white stuff. uh
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mayonnaise mainly and sour cream. Um and then I got of course vitamin D3
31:35
for you ladies. I don't know what it is if we're not getting enough sun or what, but the vitamin 3 D3 vitamin D3 I feel
31:43
is like lacking in everybody's system. Can you show it again? Uh red woo.
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Red yeast rice supports cholesterol health.
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See? Yes. It's called red yeast rice. And
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this is the CVS is the pharmacy that I always go to, but they have different um
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they have different ones. I don't take statins because they're so bad. I take visual. You know what? And
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that's exactly why I got that because I'm going to try to make myself an
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addition to the next appointment he goes to or whatever happens because they gave him the statin and I don't like that
32:30
he's on the statin. Um, so when he verbalized that he was unsure about the statin cuz I had to work, you know, so
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he went to the doctor, whatever. He's grown no matter what, you know, I do in the background. He still does him. He
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still doesn't, you know, I'm not controlling him is what I'm trying to say. But he went to the doctor and he
32:47
actually listened a little bit to me to where I'm like, I don't really like that you're on the statin. So, he mentioned
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it to the doctor and said, you know, I told him that it was bad because you
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have to have really good cholesterol around your brain stem. And it's mainly why people get well there's studies
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shown that people may get Alzheimer's/dementia if they have not enough uh cholesterol surrounding their
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brain stem and that is uh being taken out by the statins and um so he
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mentioned that to the doctor and of course the doctor that's paid by the pharmaceutical company and the places
33:23
that prescribe the medication. I'm sorry it's we're going way squirly out there
33:28
and there's a cat on my porch. Sketchy Jr., he's checking out my uh
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Amazon package. I think that some of the white sweatshirts we finally got in.
33:39
I'm just watching the cat and I get squirreled so easily, guys. I'm sorry. But um yeah, no, I need to I need to
33:46
push that. And usually I just kind of have to be quiet because like sometimes I sound like I'm a know-it-all and I
33:52
know a little bit and I have to like put myself back in check. like when he had that heart attack, I was literally like
33:58
trying to tell the doctors like, "Hey, you know, he's got a fever. I don't want to take him home and he's got a fever." And they were like, "No, that's normal."
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And I'm like, "Okay." But for me, as an EMT and what I know and like I don't want to risk any chance of having an
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infection. So, he literally got checked out again after, you know, I mentioned he was having a fever and then people
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were just saying like how I needed to chill. And so I I have to reinspect myself and what I do and
34:22
how I'm doing it often, but I sound like a know-it-all, but there's certain things that like I'm like my instinct
34:29
and my gut tells me that I'm right with the statins. I've done a lot of research
34:36
and when you Google it, you won't find it. Back in the day, you could find it, but now it's like the internet's not
34:43
what it used to be. And like I said, I'm going way way way conspiracy out there with this. You used to be able to type
34:49
in, you know, 9/11 and it would tell you all the possibilities and all the
34:56
conspiracies and all the information that you literally can't find now. But
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as far as statin or medications or medical type stuff that's considered, you know, controversial or a conspiracy,
35:09
it's very hard to find the information. But I actually know people and I think
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even M. I believe it was MAB that was telling him that his dad actually I
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don't know if he was passed away or something happened to where he was prescribed statins and he was losing his
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mind like he started forgetting who he was you know the the dementia stuff. So,
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I really just like this is the one thing in this that
35:37
I'm like I'm not going to sit here and allow the medical corporation to
35:44
just give him something without Yes, CeCe. Yes.
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Um, and so I'm like, and then you know, he gets annoyed because I become annoyed
35:55
because I'm literally like, we're going to fight the fact that you're like, there's got to be other medications.
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There's got to be other things you could do. And his number is not, it was like 70.
36:07
So, if I remember correctly, which I need to look that up again now that I'm talking about it. Um,
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I need to look it up cuz it was 70. And I was like, I don't even think that's really high. Like, why are you still taking that? and he was like, "Oh, they
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just told me." So, he just does what you know what he does. Um, thank you for that, Michelle Davis. I'll look into
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that. Um, Kesha, I'm telling you. Um,
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just go with what your doctor says. It's just, and I'm not one of those people that are like, who was it, Dre?
36:41
And the whole where she didn't want to give him pharmaceuticals and she just tried to give him like essential oils and cure them and it didn't work. Was I
36:48
in a mccrae? Um, I'm not that person. I'm all about some listen to your
36:54
doctor, do what the doctor says. Um, but there's certain things that I know and
37:00
that I feel that I have just like a really I don't know. It like I I almost
37:05
have a panic talking about it because to me I'm like I know a friend of a friend and then the
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other girl that I know and then the other girl's mom that I know. They were all on statin and declined greatly in
37:18
their cognitive abilities. They started forgetting their name. Like it was bad. So, I'm gonna fight that one, just so
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you know. But now that I've told you everything and anything about Dolly's life, um, and what I got at the
37:31
pharmacy, I did get an eyeliner. And um this is the NYX Professional Makeup Epic
37:39
Ink Liner, but I also got a purple to do my bottom. So, we're going to try that.
37:45
I was looking for purple eye makeup as far as like um eyeliner, the liquid
37:52
liner for the top, and then mascara. And I couldn't find one. Not at the places that I went to, but um let's see what
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you guys are saying. My doctor basically forced me to try them a second time and I felt like I was having See, that's
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what I mean. And you know your body better than the doctor knows and you know they call it practicing medicine
38:09
for a reason. Um they're definitely the experts on the topic but ultimately it's
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your body and they are still practicing medicine. So you got to really speak up
38:20
and become your own advocate. You got to have somebody with with you that is willing to be your advocate that will
38:27
stand up and demand that they change something or do something different. If you just don't feel right or if you
38:32
don't think that you know it's doing what it needs to be doing, you have to speak up.
38:40
Do a get ready with me video. I used to do those all the time. See,
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for those of you guys, it's so funny. Like everybody thinks I just came here cuz of
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Dolly and uh I've been here longer than I've known him. I think this channel started in 2018 and um I used to do get
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ready with me. Well, I don't think they're technically get ready with me, but just videos where I
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would be going into work and I would be doing my makeup or I'd be at lunch just doing my makeup cuz it's always you guys
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are here to talk with me and I liked it. But I don't know about now. I don't
39:15
really have hardly any time to do much of anything. So, I spend a little bit time that I have um enjoying life, hang
39:23
out with my kid. I have to pack stuff and I have to hang out with my man. I
39:28
have to do what I like to do on top of all that. So, that's just life. Satin calls extreme
39:35
restless leg syndrome. Yes, I heard that, too. But, I mean, that's not a life or death. Like, if you have to take
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it in order to maintain your cholesterol, like, okay, fine. Like I could see that as being just something
39:46
you just learn to deal with, but um I don't know. We don't usually have a
39:52
medical talk hour. Your shopping with your daughter was fun. Uh yeah, we used
39:58
to do that all the time, too. Um but then she got to a point where she didn't want to be seen. Um when she was like 13
40:05
going on 14, she had this phase where she like you couldn't take her picture. You couldn't get her to like she was
40:12
embarrassed. She would have been mortified that I went live inside the store.
40:18
High cholesterol is also very genetic also. No matter what you do or with your diet. Yes. Um I'm definitely not one
40:24
that believes that you can just take garlic and everything is just going to be fine. I agree. You definitely have to
40:33
have a a medical person still that you trust that you get help from and if you need to ultimately take medicine, you
40:39
take the medicine. question about the Turtle Island. Are you mixing up team players or will it be
40:44
the same players on the team? You might have mentioned this already, but I came in late. Um, Annie, I'm not sure.
40:51
Ultimately, the guy inside is who makes the decisions. If it was up to me, I would mix them because the teams are
40:57
uneven now. Um, but I don't really think that that was the point. My point and why I suggested it in the way that I
41:04
made it was so that the most popular people that were all on one side are
41:11
kind of divided. So that was the purpose. But it's only one show a week
41:16
and we may not do it very much longer. There's still like 27 people the last
41:23
time I checked. I think maybe 25 after the last episode, but there's still a
41:28
lot of people left. Um, so it's like we just got to kind of like figure out a way to just stir it
41:34
all up and do [ __ ] to make it, you know, exciting. And yeah, it's it's yes, she
41:41
loves Nirvana. Her favorite look is grunge. Her favorite attitude is grunge.
41:47
Um, so yeah, she's she's grunge all day. I have this nervous habit where I just
41:53
like try and like I hair twirl a lot and I would never notice that or point that
41:59
out if I wasn't having to sit here and look at myself the whole time I'm talking to you guys. It's so weird. But
42:05
yeah, I was totally grunge. Me, too.
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Thank you. Um my hair is just what it is. I actually need to wash it.
42:16
But she's so cute. I think she looks just like It's so weird. I don't see it in real life. And then there there's a
42:22
picture, you know, we'll take a picture together. And then I'm like looking at it. I'm like, "Holy [ __ ] she's like the same person." In the very beginning, I
42:30
thought that she looked like her dad. And I was actually really mad because I'm like, "I'm the one that gave birth.
42:35
I'm the one that had freaking all the pain, sorrow, and you don't even want to know about my labor. It was so bad." But
42:42
um I gave birth and then she looks just like her dad. To me, she looked just like him. And at that point in time, I
42:48
just really didn't even like them anymore. And I was just like, "Oh my god, I was so mad." But now she
42:54
definitely she looks just like me. I know you like makeup, but you don't need it. Thank you.
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I'm right by Seattle. I will look for shirts for her vintage maybe. Awesome. Yeah, she loves um Oasis, Weezer, uh
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Nirvana, Green Day, um Smashing Pumpkins, like all of the alternative bands that I used to really love and
43:17
listen to, she's into now. Um but then there's some that I love that she hates
43:23
like uh Blink 182. She just told me today that she told her photography teacher that her mom would love to go to
43:31
a Blink 182 show with him. I guess he was like singing the song or talking about the genre. I don't even know how
43:37
the topic got started. But she volunteered me up to go with this man to a Blink 182 show. And I'm like,
43:45
why are you lying to this man? I'm not going to Blink 182. I'm 43 years old and I don't know that man. Pearl Jam. Yes.
43:54
Um all those band shirts are popular again. I've seen them all over. Right. It's like But that's because history
43:59
repeats itself. Everything always recycles. And it's so wild that we as a
44:04
human society haven't recognized that and that we still see the stuff that we've already been there, done that that
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we should know how to fix and deal with. And here we are still doing it. Like
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Jesus, like we've already done this. We've seen history repeat itself so many times. And what are we all insane?
44:26
We got to be. I don't know. Anyways, I don't see my other bag. Hopefully I
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didn't leave it at my parents. Um, I was going to show you what else I got,
44:38
but it's down here somewhere probably. And I got to run. I really got to pack some stuff still. And we're doing Turtle
44:45
Island hopefully if I can really get him to get up. Um, and I'll see you guys there. Bicycle.