i wish i could donate the inquisitive part of my brain

gotta give myself time to get used to sumin new
don't wanna complain just to complain
showing up on time really ain't my style
i really have tried to be organized but i always end up changing my mind, case in point...
it's redundent cos i'm obsessive
it usually is shit so i really appreciate anyone that digs
patience is a virtue for a reason
i wish i had more when it comes to me
i couldn't stay on meds cos i didn't trust my "doctor" or the pills
i'm not gonna wait for you to do what chu say
my instincts are always correct
a lotta people don't have the guts to say NO
everyone loves $ or attention or validation or dopamine
the drugs are in my mind
if we don't understand our brains then we won't understand the drugs that we put into em
it don't matter how many people complain if you stay sane
nobody can take it away no matter what petty shit they say
you don't have to be high on weed to get lost in a grocery store