i am waiting for my gas to pump so in the meantime...

my gas is almost done, there it goes
i don't have anywhere near as much of an ability to run from myself
there's more me to go around
it's almost impossible to not be accused of sumin that you're trying hard not to do
they love to throw around these accusations of disorders n diseases
i don't wanna fall into the same trap
we ain't addicted to the self-help section but it's easy to get stuck there
you know we can obsess about ourselves
a lotta people i just can't help
i wouldn't be much of a Christian if i didn't think that Jesus could reach everyone
nothin i can do to save you from yer shitty mindset
you got nothin but black paint
you choose to fixate on what chu fixate on
you choose to remember certain parts of the conversation n omit other ones that don't go along w/ yer interpretation
i pretended to be dumb quite a few times
i need kratom for this ingrown toenail hahahaha
we can tell ourselves things that we know aren't true
i can't lie to myself any longer than...
look for the similarities not the differences, so true
how am i interpreting this to make this all about me
when you say things in order to provoke somebody to take it personally
i can understand why people get mad at me over silly shit
i don't just show you, i have told you cos i have shown me
why do you keep demanding things that i have never given you
i never intentionally hurt this person