Clif High - Science experiments on going... mind your footing the floor may be an illusion.

Science experiments on going...
mind your footing the floor may be an illusion.

Aether Pirates of the Matterium!

Hello, humans. Hello, humans. September 10. It's 10.32 a.m. I'm actually heading inland. Been out to the coast cleaning up stuff, right? I'm 72 years old. I've got to clean up accounts, deal with all kinds of estate issues and paperwork, and I want to have all this stuff tidy, right?
Anyway, so heading inland, heading back to the new place. And I'm going to do a little talk here about the idea of basically what I call the ontology, but can also easily be called the science of consciousness. And so science is just a method, right? Hypothesis or formulation of hypothesis.
And formulation of experimentation to prove the hypothesis and then conclusions. And that's basically science, right? Anybody telling you different is an academic and they've got some agenda they're pushing. Science doesn't require a degree. It doesn't require you even really know what the fuck you're doing. It just requires a particular method.
uh, the methodology is, it's called the scientific method, right? Anyway, this keeps your mind, um, this method is solid. It keeps your mind in a, uh, productive and, um, self-correcting, uh, format as long as you don't allow your own, uh, you know, ego and shit to, um, delude you.
And this is part of the deep, deep, deep subject here, which is the science of consciousness. Now, um, So Heidi and I have been having discussions, many of which are like lectures for her, you know, like she's receiving a lecture. And part of this is, you know, I like interacting with her. I love talking with Heidi.
She's just really deep, has some brilliant insights, et cetera, et cetera. But also part of this is I have to admit I'm working an agenda. I want to get her to have a certain understanding, to share a certain understanding that I have such that I can use our combined understanding to perform experiments in the scientific method, right?
I've got hypotheses and I want to perform some experiments and see what happens. I don't have a bias towards a preferred conclusion, any of that. This is truly an open scientific exploration. I want to see what the results are from these experiments. One of the things I want to do is to have Heidi and myself do
Um, experiments that as far as I know have never been done before. Okay. And that I haven't found anybody. I found a lot of people that are exploring the science of consciousness in a lot of different ways, different formats, et cetera, et cetera. But I've never seen, um, uh, representation anywhere, uh, never a written, uh,
discussion or anything like that of people that are, uh, exploring the reality, um, in combination, like multiple minds in the same experiment, as I'll get into here with it. Okay, so the science of consciousness has a, the ontology has a premise. The premise is that the supreme consciousness is all, supreme consciousness is everything, supreme consciousness knows everything,
is everything, etc., and that one day, day is kind of an illusion, The supreme consciousness has a thought. The thought is self-referentially fulfilling because it had a thought, a question. Could novelty exist? Could there be something that supreme consciousness in this reality that Supreme Consciousness did not know about, or in any reality, right?
And so, because it's all-knowing, it should know everything ahead of its creation. Ergo, the question is valid. Can something arise that Supreme Consciousness has no foreknowledge of, no knowledge at all? And so the idea itself, that question itself, is novel. It was novel in reality.
consciousness's experience and so it proves that novelty can arise and then now we live in an experiment we are all part of a scientific experiment in my opinion on the part of consciousness to see if novelty objective novelty within this objective reality can arise and and one of the primary
support for the potential for that is this concept of complexity, that you don't get novelty out of simplicity. You do. I mean, that's how our materium is constructed. But, you know, in the materium, we get novelty out of simplicity piled on simplicity. But it is complexity that produces true novelty, right? That's the only way that
something could be so complex that, this is the theory anyway, that supreme consciousness would not know about the complexity rising to the point where originality or novelty could emerge from it. And that, as I say, is the goal. We're part of a scientific experiment in consciousness, by consciousness, through consciousness, which is us, all of us guys,
all us humans, everything that's alive, everything that has a conscious thought, So space aliens, you know, whatever the hell, right? Intelligent volcanoes, who the fuck knows? But the thinking is the criteria for participation in this great experiment. So this is what we're doing, right? Now, I want to run my own little mini-experiments against this science of consciousness
as I perceive it to be unfolding to me, and I want to... I use other minds other than my own, and I really like Heidi's mind, and she's conveniently close, so we'll pursue this over time. I'll craft some experiments and explain to her the structure of what I want to do and, you know,
invite her participation in these things, right? She enjoys our discussions. I don't know that there's aspects of this part that she's going to want to enjoy. She has different interests, you know, different focus on what she wants to do. Anyway, though, so here's the concept, though. All right. Our laboratory, we exist in a laboratory, right?
So we live in my, our lives are lived in this materium, which in my opinion is a constructed reality for the very purpose of a scientific experiment to see if novelty could arise. This has all kinds of corollaries, very interesting corollaries for myself and thinking minds within it. As a note,
I've read a lot of literature about a lot of people's understanding of this from very many different perspectives, leaving none out that I could ever find. If I tumbled across something that looked like it was, even in other words, even using other words, was still focused this direction,
I pursued it and researched it as best I was able. Many of these things are obscure. Many of them are, uh, you know, individual notes in some form by individual authors acting in their own interest for their own reasons. And, uh, as such, uh, they, they make a book, write a book, it gets out there and, uh,
you know, I come across the book and then I discover that, well, that was the extent of what they wanted to, uh, tell us to contribute. Right. Then you run across people like, uh, Neville Goddard who made the science of consciousness, his life, but he had a different perspective, right? He had the,
what I call the Zionist or the Elohim worship cult perspective, the gritology perspective that has this one key element. difference between mine and it. Their perspective is that if all life, all consciousness left this materium, that the materium itself would remain. The grit, the sand, the dirt, you know, the rocks,
all of that kind of stuff would still remain if all life left, if all consciousness went away. I dispute this, right? Even their own quote science tells them that there's more space in an atom than there is anything else. And that if they try and locate an atom or an electron or a neutron or any of these
little tiny particles, it only exists when they actually look at it in a particular place. So it only pops into existence because they look at it and it only shows them, shows itself to them in the act of them actively looking forward in a particular way. And so In my opinion, it doesn't exist until that point, right?
So my opinion of our reality is different from most people on this planet. Most people think time is a dimension somehow, and I do not. Time does not exist. In my opinion, time is merely duration, our sense of duration in the eternal now. We can't go to the future. We can't go to the past.
Neither of these are accessible to us, although we apparently, through... Remote viewing and all different kinds of what are called esoteric practices are able to perceive what we call the future ahead of its manifestation in our reality. And so I think we live in the eternal now. There's only this now. There's no other time.
I think that this now is filled with what I call the event stream. It's continuous. It can be episodic. It can be irregular. It can be erratic even, but it never ceases. And it is this event stream that gives us our sense of time. Okay. And this is very fluid.
So time is merely a construct within your mind and you can prove it to yourself. Now I prove it to myself every time I talk to Heidi. She's an incredibly engaging, very smart, brilliant, beautiful young woman, right? And so I speak with her and I get wrapped up in our conversations.
I get so wrapped up that any sense, both of us do, that any sense of time vanishes. We're not aware in the midst of the conversation that time is passing, but of course, duration is happening and time doesn't exist. And when we pop out of our discussion and have to go do something, you know,
you know, go pet the dogs or make a cup of coffee or something. So you're not actively involved in that focus of that discussion, consciousness to consciousness. Then you become aware of the greater reality. And in that greater reality, time pops back into existence. And that's when you say to yourself, oh, geez, look,
two hours passed and it felt like five minutes, you know, or whatever, right? Because under the circumstances, being so engaged with her, And so focused on her, I'm not aware of those things that tell me about the duration passing that I normally take as time. This is important to me, not the time aspect of it.
I don't care about that. I live always in the eternal now. This has been happening. It happened to me intermittently over the last seven decades. At certain times in my life, I would become attuned to this reality. But in like the last... say 15 or 20 years, I've been increasingly moved by my experience to pursue these questions,
the question of our reality of consciousness, the science of consciousness at a greater and greater depth. And so as a result of that greater and greater depth, I've formulated a different way of living. than most of the other humans I interact with who are stuck in time and their
brains are commensurately limited by that view in my opinion. Right. And so, so I've been pursuing this with some diligence for 20 plus years, you know, writing down the results of various different experiments, trying this, trying that, pursuing research like mad, reading all kinds of people,
I found one really good guy who still living within and coming from within the Gritology perspective. Nonetheless, he tumbled. He became aware of many of the mechanisms. I'll call him that. He became aware of many of the mechanisms that are operable in this reality that I am also exploring. Now, I'm exploring our reality from the ontological viewpoint.
He did not differentiate. This guy is Neville Goddard, okay? He's a last century person, right? And so you can look him up and see. And there's many videos about him which reflect back his words and so on. He wrote some very nice books.
He tried to place all of his books in a Christian paradigm so that it would be accepted here in the United States. I think he's from like Bimini or Bahamas or something, right? Some Caribbean island.
Yeah.
A guy of British descent. Eloquent, easy to listen to, structured, very nice mind. I like it. Anyway, but he's still a Grotologist. I'm interested in the understanding at this really deeper level, as well as the understanding that he had of the practical level of this information within this reality.
So basically the idea is that we live in the eternal now. It's an event stream. The events that are appearing in the event stream to me and to all of us are out there and they are malleable. They're appearing just ahead of us, just ahead of our seeing them. And so they're malleable.
Uh, and, um, like our consciousness, right? So, or our awareness. So our sense of time is very fluid. This is why we think time flies. When I'm speaking with, with Heidi, time vanishes. It's moving so fast. I pop up and geez, we've been talking for three hours and you know, it was so marvelous.
It felt like 10 minutes, a sparkling 10 minute witty conversation. And it was a three hour in depth, um, examination of something, right? Uh, The good news is that Heidi's into it as much as I am, so she does not feel a burden by our deep discussions about these things. Again,
my point is to get Heidi and myself to a particular common level of understanding so that she can participate in and help design some two-party experiments with this reality. along these lines. So Neville Goddard's big thing was what he called the rule of assumption. He said that everything is imagination.
Basically, he had the idea of the event stream, only he called it imagination. And he says that his idea is that your reality is out there forming itself in your imagination ahead of its appearance to you. And if you control your mind right and know how to control your imagination,
you can alter the shape of the reality that will present itself to you. This is factual. I know this for a fact. I'm three times dead in this body. I've died three times. When I died last, I was 128 pounds when they put me on the table They chop out a big damn tumor.
So I weighed less than that. And I recovered. I was 128 pounds. Now I'm up in my hundred and seventies. Uh, I'm fit again. I'm adding my muscle back. I'm getting, um, getting my body the way I want it, even though I'm 72, right? I'm not, I'm not in the process of,
moving myself into a nursing home or anything in order to die at 72. I have no idea how long I will live, but the time aspect of it is not a pertinent component here. So I'm not attempting for particular longevity or anything. I'm just attempting to get my body back, uh, to a particular level of, uh, uh,
uh, uh, fighting ability. Okay. I've got 50 plus years in the martial arts and I, um, I want the body to be able to, uh, move and, um, perform the way it had in the past pre-cancer because when I came back this last time, there were these, uh, three episodes, right?
I die, I'm in the hospital, they're cutting the cancer out of me, and I die. And then they sew me all up and they reanimate me, right? And bring me back. And when I come back, when I died, I left my body, I see the surgery, yada, yada, yada, disgusted with it, my body is just lying there,
just totally trashed, thin, emaciated, you know, I didn't like it at all, didn't want to come back. And so my greater self, there said to me, without words, you know all of this stuff without words in these circumstances, the knowledge just pops into you, but my greater self said, go back, you will have meaningful work.
Now, this was 2018, and I did have meaningful work. That actually came out. I didn't want to go back. At that point, I said, fuck no, I've done enough work. Bearing in mind, I've been working basically since I was seven years old, And I died at age 65. I was tired. I was, I was wasted anyway.
So, um, it says, go back. You'll have meaningful work. And I, uh, and I said, no. And then I left my body. I died again. Right. And then, uh, then, uh, my greater self said, basically, go back, go back. This time it offered me a bribe. And so, by the way, I did have meaningful work.
COVID came along and I have had thousands of emails through that period of time requesting information from me to which I replied factually. And then since then, I've had hundreds of people say I saved their ass one way or another. They didn't take the shot or something, right? And so, so they said I had saved them, right?
So I made a significant difference in their lives, hundreds of emails, but I know I impacted thousands of people. And so, you know, I have no idea how many millionaires I created by telling people about the cryptocurrency, uh, uh, ecosphere emerging, uh, which I was doing in 2000.
And I started really with the idea of new money in 2005. And then we got specific about the, um, I got specific about the cryptocurrency universe in 2011, even though it was just nascent and it just started. And so a lot of people followed me, they took the advice, they bought these things when they were for pennies,
and now these guys are millionaires. And this is fine, right? This was a good experiment with our reality, and it worked out for all of these people. And so I've had this karmic impact on people at that level, and I got a lot of A lot of emails about that. But then we also come into COVID.
And again, I had meaningful work. So when they threw me back, I didn't know that COVID was pending or anything like that. I was just told that I would have meaningful work. And I just assumed it was regular cryptos and shit, right? Anyway, so they throw me back. I said, no, I'm not tired of working.
Let me die. There's no pain. So instantly when you die, all the pain goes away. And I had been living in pain for so long, for so many decades, that it was just such a relief that there was really, there was no way at that point I was going to go back.
Because I couldn't face that life of pain in this, you know, old, emaciated, destroyed body. I was quite disgusted with it. Anyway, so the second time, okay, so they make me go back the second time and they said, That the promise was that you will have a chance to die in a great global battle. And that's it.
I don't know if it's battling space aliens. I don't know if it's battling, you know, inner earth men or, you know, blue haired toads or what the fuck. It was just going to be a great global battle. and I would have a chance to die in it.
And that was pretty attractive, okay, because I've been a martial artist all my life. I had just at that point come through 20 years of dying slowly, and I didn't want to leave that way, right? But at that point, being shoved back in my body at the second time, It was like you instantly, you feel your body,
you feel the aches, the pains, the emaciation, the sluggishness, the problems with your mind, you know, your heart beating irregularly. You got to choke because of the gases they've been giving you from the surgery and stuff, right? And so this was not a pleasant thing. And so it was tempting though, right?
I really was tempted at that point to just stay there. and come out, but I didn't want to because my body was so wasted. Um, you know, there's no way I could fight in a battle with that body at 72 years old. Well, at that point I was 65, but nonetheless, uh,
the point is taken that I was just old and used up anyway. And so I left, I said, no, thanks. Anyway, you know, next life, right. Put it off to the next life. I'll die in the great battle in the next life. Well, uh, my greater self wasn't having it right.
So it wanted to shove me back into this body again, Which it did. And just as it was doing that, it made me another promise. And I take these as promises. I take these as fucking facts, okay? Because they're coming from the other side of the event stream.
They're coming from the life, the consciousness that manages all of this shit. And so, um, the third thing said you will have the chance to experience love in your remaining years. I mean, that was really fucking specific, right? Um... And so I thought, well, okay, so really I have to say instantly, I said, okay, I'll do it,
right? I mean, I was tempted. I needed love in my life in a serious way. I had, I won't go into that, but anyway, so I needed that. I wanted that. It was desire. I desired to have that chance. Not that I wasn't going to fuck it up or something like that, right?
But I wanted the chance to experience love. in my life. Now, of course, again, I'm 72 years old. I got a beat up body, cancer, and I got more scars than you can imagine. You know, I've never really counted all of the stitches I've had in my life, but some events have had, you know, 300 stitches.
And these were like, you know, surgery of the moment kind of things, right? Just dealing with a saw going through your knee. not going into surgery kind of thing. So if I count all of the stitches, maybe I've had 3,000 or 4,000 stitches in my life, many of which I've applied myself.
Anyway, so that was an issue, right? My body, the idea of love, The idea of this great battle coming up and that I was going to have to do work. Well, it's all managed itself and it's all come out. I had meaningful work. I kept people from being stupid and taking the COVID shot. Now, individuals,
like individual people, people I did business with or whatever who respected my opinion during that period of time. I had a couple of calls late at night from a president of a bank saying, who was really weirded out about this, the pressure to take the shot, all of this kind of thing. And I responded factually.
I thought this was bogus, blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. And these people did not take the shot. And they are so, so, so grateful now. And they were basically surrendering to my opinion and going with that. And it was because their minds told them, the consciousness that we all live in,
told them this was the way to go listen to this crazy old ball guy and so they did and they were fine right so so i had the meaningful work so i have a i'm fully expecting to have this option to die in a great battle especially now uh that um i have um
gotten the third thing, right? So the third promise was that I would have a chance and experience love. And so that has manifested. Heidi and I are connected. I've been in love with Heidi since before that surgery. So I was in love with Heidi. The last thing I did that day was the surgery, July 13th, 2005.
18 was to, last thing I did that morning was to watch a video from Heidi after I'd taken the first Oxycontin that I'd ever taken or codon or whatever the fuck, one of these little pills. I'd gotten my arm all trashed in an accident three weeks before this, and they tried to put a cast on.
I cut it off. It was no good. I knew I was dying anyway. Fuck it all. And they gave me some pills, which I threw in the freezer just in case. Well, Three weeks later, I decided, okay, I'm going to die today.
And so I took one of the pills so I could just manage the pain to get into the hospital. Anyway, so I get my three promises, and two of the three have actually manifested. So I'm not doubting that that third one is coming along. So in that sense, this is why I'm so prepared for contention.
Now, all of my life as an Aikido-ka, that somebody is a student of Aikido, that practices it at a personal level, right? Within my own personal consciousness, I live as an Aikidoka. And so this is a person that understands contention at a very, very, very deep level and studies it and attempts to master all aspects of contention.
And so I'm particularly well suited for that kind of thing because of, you know, decades of fucking training. And so I started to rebuild my life and my body. And I needed to rebuild my life. not only for the expected use of it in experiencing love with Heidi.
I didn't want her to have to deal with, you know, an old man. She's much younger than me. She's so outside of my class guys that I was working my, I'm working my ass off just to get up to where, you know,
where I meet my own expectation of what she may think that she wants out of me. Right. So anyway, so I started rebuilding my body for that, but also of course for the upcoming contention. And I'm pleased I'm actually able to, because of my understanding of the event stream, And because of the eternal now,
I've been very successful at rebuilding a body that is missing feet of bowel, that has, you know, trashed digestion and wonky biochemistry, all of this kind of shit. And poor Heidi has had to, you know, suffer with me on some of the effects of this.
but I've been getting closer and closer and closer to having it all nailed down so that it no longer is an issue. And I think I'm pretty close, right? There's a few minor tweaks I want to make, but they're just at a biochemical level to support everything else I'm doing, like gaining muscle mass and so on.
So I've recovered that. I'm up over 170. I'm doing, there's that cool fire engine for sale. Uh, Anyway, though, so I'm doing all of that, getting the muscle mass and everything up. And it is working because I have this understanding of the event stream and the eternal now and how the event stream forms.
Now I have an understanding. It does not mean I understand it. My level of knowledge is so small. I'm not able to put a percentage on it because I can't yet see the size of what I'm aiming at, right? It's so big, I can't yet see, you know, how much I've accomplished. So I'm that far away.
So I've only done a small minuscule part, but it's been really successful, especially when you consider the age and the cancer, etc. Anyway, so, and as I say, I'm getting to the point where Uh, right now I can go in and do fight, right? I could go fight now. Um, simply because the, the, everything's there.
I've got my speed back. Um, I train in, uh, armed defense daily. Um, I do my exercises daily. I've got, uh, a gym set up, I do weightlifting, all of these kind of things, not really weightlifting, I stretch with these giant rubber bands that take a lot of fucking force to make them move.
You know, so I'm doing 300 plus pound lift equivalents daily, and it's all working. And I'm putting on the muscle mass, my body's doing good, and so on. So I'm getting prepared for option number two here, which is this, or promise number two, which was the participation in the great global battle.
And I'm actually quite thrilled with all of this. Now, I like the idea that while I will have a chance, which is to say an exposure to an opportunity to die in this battle... My greater self wasn't saying I was going to get killed or anything, right? And it might be that I don't, you know,
I don't get out there and strike any blows, that my participation is entirely at a, you know, a rear-level guidance kind of a thing. Who the fuck knows? I have no way of knowing how this is going to manifest at this stage. But I know that it shall. Anyway, so, you know, this all impacts...
Heidi, and I'm trying to get her to my level of understanding. Now, you know, a lot of this stuff she just threw off as 100% bullshit, twisted up, fucked up mind when we first got together here. And then I was able to, you know, point out things in our common past together because I had talked to her.
Back in 2017, 2018 timeframe, 2019, I'd done YouTube shows and stuff with her. Never said anything about how I felt about her, right? I did everything I could to conceal that from her, especially 2019, because I was not prepared with the body and all these other circumstances to, you know, approach the subject to her.
But I knew that she was the one I loved and there was nobody else at that stage. Anyway, so this is the way that it all came out and it's all part of the consciousness science. And so I have delved into experimenting within the consciousness science to rebuild my body and I have learned a great deal.
about the consciousness, the event stream, what Neville Goddard called imagination, how events form, how our minds can interact with that formation and cause things to occur. and how incredibly fucking complex all of this stuff is. Because bear in mind now, it's not just you forming your future ahead of yourself, which you do.
Your mind is participating with it, whether it's active or not. Your mind is actually, or whether your consciousness is aware of it or not, your mind is actually participating at a moment-by-moment level With all of the rest of giant consciousness, what you would think of as what the gritologists call the unconscious or the subconscious. And you're participating.
I am now. We're both participating. If you're listening to me, you're participating in the creation of the reality. that is forming that will allow you to hear these words. You're participating in the formation of your body that allows you to hear these words. This is an incredibly complex understanding,
but the principles involved in all of these things are really quite simple and easily grasped. It takes an act of faith, okay? I say it takes an experiment in faith in order for you to get to the point where you will
not only understand what I'm saying, but accept it to the level where belief is not an issue. You won't have to say, I believe this to be true. You will be able to say to yourself, I have demonstrated this to be true. It is a factual part of our reality, not merely a belief system.
But it all begins in the belief system. So you can aid yourself in this understanding, just even at the practical level of using it, without delving into the... philosophical or other aspects of the depth of it all. You can just use it, the knowledge.
You can take up enough knowledge of how this shit works to use it to alter your life. If you want to do that, the best person I have found in terms of an understanding and how to express it to you is this guy, Neville Goddard. Lots of people like him.
Lots of people are turning his works into YouTube videos because they are quite powerful. His words are well thought out, well formulated. He spent decades trying to get these ideas across. Even though he came from a perspective of the Gritology, he was abandoning it and trying to shoehorn his knowledge into what he thought was the real world.
He was not an iconoclast like myself. An iconoclast is a person that analyzes and suspects everything of being false, and wants to prove this to themselves, whether they're false or true. This is actually not a good thing. As an iconoclast, you spend a lot of your time working through the minutia of reality to see if it,
you know, how it fits, et cetera, et cetera, that other people just take for granted, just assume and go off on. Um, so an iconoclast is not a good way to live, right? But I am one of those and I have, um, examine this stuff and I've come to the conclusion that Neville Goddard is correct
in his fundamentals and his teachings can go through into your mind and you can extract the mechanisms, the core of his teachings even if you don't take his philosophical underpinnings. So he's trying to shoehorn everything he understands into the philosophical reality that's described to you such that you will accept it.
So he put a lot of this stuff into a Christian perspective, okay? And that's fine. It does not matter. It doesn't affect it. You can be a Buddhist, etc. And in fact, he learned this stuff from an Ethiopian who was an old-style rabbi. Okay, not a Talmudic rabbi, but the old different kind of a rabbi.
I won't go into the details there. It's not pertinent. So his instruction came to him from someone who didn't even have a Christian background. He did that in New York when he ran into this guy, you know, became a student. That's the way that a lot of esoteric knowledge is passed on is a, you know,
a senpai kohai or a teacher-student kind of a relationship. Anyway, so a description of it is that The event stream is making you think of time, making you think of duration, perceiving duration, and your mind creates time out of that. But time need not be involved that way. There is distance between your perception of the
stuff in front of your face within the eternal now and the appearance of all of the other stuff in the eternal now, because the eternal now never ends and the event stream never ends. So there will always be more events for you and more interaction for you within the event stream here. And your mind shapes those events.
You have the capacity. Most people do not consciously use it, although their subconscious participates in it at so many levels. And this is why all the psychologists, the psychiatrists, all of whom are gritologists, always keyed in on the subconscious as being so powerful, but non-controllable, right? But the subconscious participates constantly in the formation of your reality.
including even you getting this knowledge. So your subconscious put you on a trail that led you to listen to my bullshit. And because it wants you to know this for your own purposes, for your own manifestation, for the creation of your own version of our common shared reality. And this is why I call it common and shared,
because each person is creating their own reality and they all blend in this experiment that we call Earth, right? Or universe or whatever, because it's not simply confined to this universe. materium in the moment, it exists in a much broader scale than we can possibly ever even think. So, the reality is forming ahead of you.
Neville Goddard called that area where it forms as imagination. I term it as the event stream, okay, because I want to reserve the word imagination in a smaller sense for those things that you actually do in the process of imagining, which is to say also creating your future.
And so I'm going to go into those aspects in other talks, probably on videos. I'm doing an audio simply because I've had to do a lot of driving. I'm in like my third hour of it now. So anyway, though, so the event stream is to some extent Significant degree, malleable.
You can change the events that are headed your way. This change depends to a great extent on what we would call thought, okay? But you don't have to think about it because you don't have to actually like, you know, cogitate in words because what is the powerful component in here is emotion.
This is the driving force of it. So you can think of it really as emotion put behind a vision, and that would do it. You don't have to have words. To some significant extent, adding words may actually divert you from achieving what you're after.
So it doesn't do you any good to use like the LeClaire or LeCaire thing of, you know, every day in every way I'm getting better and better. It's like, eh, that doesn't do anything. Those words are distracting. They put certain kinds of impressions in your mind and so on.
And that would not have led me to be able to repair my body the way that I did. Now there's practical realities in this. You know, if you're going to achieve something, You have to set up the conditions in your mind that will allow that to be achieved. And I've been able to do this.
Regrowing muscle mass and so on and so on. as a result of my way of understanding this and the emotional power that is put behind that effort as a goal. And then you eliminate the issue of the when, of the duration between the time you have the thought crystallized, so to speak, you know, conceptualized,
and the actual appearance of the thing. You just don't care about time. Even though I am old and like everyone, I am dying moment by moment or instance by instance within this eternal now, as yet more event streams pop up, nonetheless, time doesn't concern me. I have no issues with time at all.
It is a construct in our minds, not a limitation in our reality. And I just am doing what I want within the reality, our common shared reality. My version of the reality has to blend with everybody else's. And this is actually a really cool,
fun kind of a thing for me at the moment because the blending of my reality with Heidi's reality is And our common understanding of how all of this stuff functions will allow us together to take experimentation to another level. So it's one thing for all of us guys to be experimenting, creating our lives, making ourselves rich, blah,
blah, blah. dealing with our own karmic past and our own karmic debts and future and so on. But it's quite another to approach this in a systematic fashion with multiple minds aware of the common share reality and aware of our individual impact on it, attempting to do experiments or doing experiments in blending those to create a
common shared reality and vision that will then manifest. So, you know, so in this sense, it's like, all right, so I fell in love with Heidi, didn't tell her for eight plus years. And during that period of time, I had no expectation that that she would manifest within my life.
If I had had to, if I'd had the concept of wanted to do so I could have perhaps caused that manifestation by using the techniques that Neville Goddard and other people have developed and I've read many many many many other people that have these same understanding so it's a common
understanding that is rediscovered through time by various different individuals And I could have done that. And maybe it would have actually caused Heidi to manifest in my reality. But I didn't want that, right? I didn't want to have her appear in my reality without her active participation. All I knew from the coming back was that I would...
I was told I would have a chance to experience love. And so I wanted that on an equal basis. It's complex. I didn't want to insist to our universe that it provide me with Heidi. I wanted to see if the universe had structured all of this stuff such that I met
Heidi's needs and she wanted it as well. And it turns out that's the case, okay, that it is not just my love and lust for her. It is not that. That's not the driving aspect of this. And it was quite the shock for her. I'm speaking for her and obviously out of terms.
But it was a shock for her to discover how I felt. She thought I was a little crazy. I think she still thinks I'm quite a bit crazy. But it apparently is not as much of an obstacle as we go forward, right? So anyway. This was what I wanted to have happen.
And and so I worked on my reality myself rather than try and the reality of myself to get myself fit for the experience and also as a like an offering. Right. I didn't want to present her with a 72 year old guy that loved her.
That was a, you know, going around in a wheelchair and heading to a nursing home. That was not my goal. And so I have achieved my goal. I have not done that, right? I'm not a 72-year-old guy in a wheelchair heading towards a nursing home telling this incredibly beautiful woman that I love her.
She has some expectation that, you know, I'm not going to die soon, blah, blah, blah, my body's going to hold up and so on. And I'm very pleased with what I've been able to achieve with repairing my body. Because it's an active part of the materium. And so this, again, is also reinforcing the concept that, you know,
you can alter with your mind the circumstances of the events that will present themselves to you and change the reality in which you are living. And it works, right? So I'm just telling you that this stuff works. And I'm exploring it. I'm not trying to promote the idea. I'm not going to develop a formulary.
There's lots of people with lots of different philosophical perspectives that are presenting this information like Neville Goddard. And you'll find all kinds of other people. If you get on YouTube, the algorithm will present you with others that also do this because you're looking at that material. It will present you with other similar stuff.
And so you can find them. It'll be easy. And you can practice this. It takes a, you have to come to a certain understanding. So you will have a, you'll probably, in my experience, you'll probably take it up. Perform a minor experiment in some way and then get some level of limited success
if universe wants you to pursue this, right? If it's in your nature to pursue it and universe wants you to be successful, it will provide you with this limited success that will encourage you. And there you go. And then you'll have failures because you have to really reach deep into yourself
and you have to overcome the barrier that has been put on your brain by the powers that be that run our common shared reality. They don't want you to have this knowledge. They don't want to be competing against you with the construction of the reality. Those people that I call the Elohim worship cult, these deep, deep,
deep Zionist fuckers, they know everything I'm telling you here, right? And so they're manipulating and creating the reality, and they want you... vaccinated. They want your brain affected. They want you stupid. They don't want you schooled. They want your body to be wasted on sugar and bad foods and stuff so that you are
unable to participate effectively because it's all mind control. And if you're stupid or not stupid, if you're ignorant of the process, which basically makes you stupid to the process, then you won't have the ability to do manipulation, which is to say manifestation, or what Neville called assumption.
You won't have the ability to do it because it requires the ability to put energy into an emotional state in your mind. That's all. That's all it takes, right? And so there is the It's a simple process. Put emotion as power behind your vision, and that vision will manifest. Now, there's caveats all the fucking gone,
and this is why people don't do it and why they do it badly and why things fuck up. You have to have the vision clear. You have to be able to generate the emotional intensity. And you have to have the vision without internal conflicts. So you have to, you know, approach it in a particular way.
And this requires diligence. It requires thought. It requires effort on your part to structure your mind. But once you get this down, the effort is relatively easy in the sense you just get in a certain emotional feeling about your vision relative to the event stream. And then you don't worry about the time and it will manifest.
And indeed it has. For me, that is, it's, you know, self-demonstrating because of where I'm at. You know, in my life, I have actually had very positive karma in the sense that I have alerted people to the cryptocurrencies and lots of people claim to have been have made themselves millionaires by listening to me.
Many people, I know that to be factual. I've made myself a millionaire by listening to my own understanding of what's going on. So in this sense, we have demonstrable proof within the reality itself that these things can occur and do occur and are worth pursuing at that level. They're worth demonstrating.
In my opinion, they're worth a very systematic approach. Now, Neville Goddard was just a guy trying to get along in the last century, and he actually was, I think, very karmically enlightened, because once he understood what he was dealing with and had success, he didn't keep it to himself. He was out telling people.
And then he folded his telling people into his success image, and that became successful, et cetera, et cetera. And so it's self-referential and self-reinforcing. It's an incredibly complex and gripping process to involve yourself in. And that's what I'm doing continuously and constantly now.
And as part of that, I'm doing this audio here to lay out for you some of these parameters. And so I can tell you in this audio, it is this simple. that in order to affect your life, you have to get rid of the idea that time exists. You don't really have to care about that so much.
You just have to not let the idea of time passing intrude on your emotional stability relative to your goal. That's why you have to get rid of the time, right? Because the part of your mind that is affected by the duration wants to, and it's not the subconscious,
but wants to sort of intrude and give you a bad feeling because nothing's happened, right? You close your eyes and you do like a meditation or something thinking that it, you know, the chocolate is going to appear on your plate. And it will, but it's not going to happen instantly.
And it's not going to happen that way because it is a common shared reality. If you were the only human in existence, perhaps that would be the case that you could think it and it would appear. But there's, you know, bazillions of us fuckers and there's life throughout this entire
universe, and so it is a giant motherfucking common shared reality. Now, the cool part for me is that I actually think this great global battle is going to involve me at a level in which I'll get an interaction with the other, okay, the UFO guys or whatever the fuck.
So I think it'll be fun for me, right, just hitting some of my interests. Universe is kind. It supports us, you know, because it is created by us. We are mutual co-creators with this universe. Anyway, so as I say, I can just tell you these things, but it won't make any difference because you have to, and you,
as long as you know them, there will maybe a long lingering thing poking at you. Well, maybe try this, think about it, whatever. Right. And then one day, maybe you'll try it and you'll fail. And maybe, you know, a year later you try it again and you fail and then something happens and then you,
you suddenly tumble to the idea. Oh, okay. So that's what he meant by sustaining the emotional intensity. within the vision. Because we're humans, there's caveats about how you do this and things, right? And so in doing so, in learning about it, you actually progress in this whole process. And at
In the act of progressing within the process, the process itself is affected. And then you get the reinforcement. Oh, I'm actually affecting things. Now I get that aspect of it. And then you fumble around and you try and retrieve that... ability to control your emotions relative to the vision, and then you're on the path, right? Because thereafter,
once you've had a little bit of success, then you'll try and do it all the time. It becomes intriguing. It becomes something of a game. A lot of people get desperate about it. They have some success, then they put their mind to something that could certainly be achieved,
but it's not going to be achieved in anywhere near the time frame that that part of their mind is expecting. And so that's why I say you have to eliminate this idea of distance between your thought and its manifestation. You do not care about the distance between the two. You go on with reinforcing that thought.
You go on with reinforcing that emotion and just keep on keeping on. and things will manifest. And then you start getting, as a part of the process, it actually starts becoming self-reinforcing. You have a success, and then you go on to the next one, and pretty soon you're in this constant successful creation mode with a lot of
stuff stacked up out in the event stream on its way to appearing for you. And that's the way I am now, right? So there's all kinds of weird ass shit that I had been working on within my imagination in terms of Neville Goddard's understanding. But in terms of my understanding,
I've been working on it with my projection into the emerging reality on the other side of the event stream. And then it goes through the event stream and then it actually pops up into my reality here. And so I've had a lot of success with that. I'm,
I've got a lot of these things stacked up out there that are in the process of manifesting. And I, and I don't particularly worry about it now. Okay. So everybody is human. We're going to have, uh, upsets. It's not a steady process. It's, um, uh, full of failures all the time.
You just have to acknowledge that it failed and just get on with it again and keep pursuing it and it will manifest. So you have to have a certain level of, um, determination in your own nature. And so just investigating this, just doing these experiments, just attempting to alter reality with your consciousness as it emerges,
all of this stuff is going to make you a better human because you're going to have to be more self-aware. You're going to have to be more self-examining. You're going to have to be aware of your emotions and these kinds of things, which makes you that much more capable in directing them.
You can't direct an emotions unless you're centered on doing that. So it's all self, as I say, self-referential and self-reinforcing. And it truly is a very marvelous universe conceived of this way, the common shared reality and so on. So I'm not participating in time. I don't give a shit about time and stuff.
I forget about what day it is. It doesn't matter. None of the... The gritology concerns, none of the Elohim worship called focus on this materium as being real matters. It is not. It is just simply this stuff of this instance, and the instance is constantly changing with a never-ending, rather tumultuous, continuous event stream.
this could get really complex. It need not. You can simplify it as you go through to those practical routines, or if you have a mind like mine, you can pursue it at a fundamental scientific kind of a level, attempting to lay out for my own purposes, my own reasons,
those principles that I can derive from the process itself, right? In order to illuminate the process to my mind, and even in doing so, I am refining my ability to use the process to my own ends. And basically, I'm trying to present to Heidi, she lived and has come from normality world,
is not a UFO kind of a mind, that sort of thing, and would not on her own, I think, pursue these kind of understandings, although she has incredible native ability and has been quite successful, incredibly successful in manipulating the event stream to achieve what we all think of as success within our material reality.
So, you know, she's a very accomplished woman. So everybody said, oh, blah, blah, blah, whatever. And it's like, no, she's not after my money. She's got her own damn money, right? I could sponge off of her if I wanted. So it's just not that kind of a relationship. And because I have Heidi as an equal,
I'm trying to get across the idea so that we have the same basic level of understanding and that we can participate in some of these experiments that I've got sketched out in my mind that would be possible to do with more than one person. And these would be ever so much more illuminating,
illustrative of the capacity of this understanding in altering our reality. And of course, now the reality feeds stuff to you all the time in our quote subconscious. So it's no, no accident. there are no accidents in this reality and there are no coincidences.
So when I was three years old, I was seeing UFOs in the sky over Alaska. A lot of them. And so, you know, this was meant to happen. This was meant to focus me into, you know, the UFO aspects of our reality for whatever reason that universe might want. So bear in mind, this is cooperative, right?
Just because reality is going to to alter itself to suit you and change itself to suit what you want doesn't mean that there isn't a commensurate uh amount of energy required on your part and it does not and you have to understand that there are obligations responsibilities
that come with this and so things will occur and you have to um respond appropriately or the reality won't be quite so forthcoming. So you could do this. You could manipulate reality all the fucking gone and make yourself incredibly wealthy. And if you did this with a very stingy mindset,
that's going to come back and bite you in the ass, right? This is an aspect of karma, the engine of the event stream that our imagination and our emotion can participate in. And so you're actively affecting things at a karmic level in doing these processes.
And you have to be aware of that because, of course, karma is a bitch. And once you start involving yourself in this, you're involving yourself in a process that has a feedback loop that demands stuff from you in the way. So Neville Goddard dealt with his karmic aspects of it, as am I, by spreading the word.
Universe favors that. It relieves you of karmic responsibility because you are sharing, because you're not a stingy fucker, right? And so my particular viewpoint of life, so you need not share the reality of how to manipulate or the mechanism of how to manipulate our reality to get out of your karma.
If it's too complex and you couldn't figure out some way to get the idea across or whatever, or that was not your forte or even your interest, you don't have to do things that way. Universe is quite flexible. It's infinitely flexible. So I know people that are using these methods that will never tell you that they'll
let you assume that, you know, they got wealthy or achieved success or got the beautiful woman or all of this kind of stuff from whatever normal material world kind of philosophy you may think they are operating on. Even though they're not, they may not even want to bring it up as a point of discussion.
A lot of people don't because a lot of the Christians think it's magic. The Bible thumpers, these kind of guys, they're wrong. They have an entirely different wrong understanding of the And actually, if they were to read Neville Goddard and read his interpretations of the sayings attributed to Jesus Christ,
they will see that Neville Goddard thinks that all Christ was talking about was this, was the event stream and the ability to manipulate reality. And that was his whole point. But of course they think it's a religion, blah, blah, blah. And so they can be a problem to you, right?
So a lot of people just let them assume whatever the fuck they want to assume. And I know people that are doing this now that go to church and are Christians and all of that. But they do this methodology and find no, or this processes and find no conflict with their religion in it. And
They get around the karmic aspects of this that naturally accrue by more mundane acts of charity, etc., within the material reality. So it can be handled any number of ways. I find karma to be quite fascinating. at a scientific level, right? So I see the tides every day.
I want to understand how the tides function, why the water rises and falls. That leads me into thinking, you know, learning about the moon and the star, the sun, et cetera, et cetera, gravity and all of that kind of stuff. It's the same kind of thing here. That you,
you'll see this manifesting and some people will be like myself inclined to delve into the the proximate cause, okay? So I never, I don't say why anymore that way. I don't answer why questions, but I will answer proximate cause questions. Oh yeah, you know,
that rock hit you on the head because the bird knocked it off of your roof, that kind of thing. That's a proximate cause question. Why did universe cause the The why goes to the idea of, well, why did the universe cause the bird to knock the rock off just at that point where it would roll down,
bounce off your gutter, and clunk you in the noggin? Well, that's an entirely different level of understanding than what happened. So I'll answer what happens, but I'm not going to answer why, because why involves your individual consciousness all of your life and your goals with your individual consciousness and all of the life that's still ahead of you.
Make sense? So I can't answer why, because you're involved there. You tell me why it occurred, right? You caused it. You may not know it, but you did. You may not be aware of it. You know it. Okay, so we're in this world now. For me,
it's interesting that the rest of reality is now catching up with my ideas, not only on these kinds of subjects, but also on the UFO stuff. I've always been fascinated by minds expressed in our reality that are not human. You know, dogs, fish, all kinds of mammals, these kind of things. We all think differently.
We all have different processes. And I've been fascinated by all this. Now we have the intrusion of... Hopefully, well, I don't know where they come from, but we have the intrusion of the UFO events and experiences that hint of a mind that is not human, or at least not Earth-like, Earth-humans. And we'll see how it all develops.
I'm open to it all. I don't care, right? I'm not having preconceived notions. I'm not trying to bend reality so that these people are Palladian or whatever the fuck, right? I don't care. I just want to see what it is. So I want to experience it. as it is without a preconception,
because then I know that this is the manifestation that universe wants to get across to me from which I can springboard in my thinking. Yes, it's true. I want a floating RV, right? I want to use one of their UFOs. basically as a recreational vehicle and go and talk to specific people and go and
see specific things here on this planet. Heidi's not so thrilled. I want to go to Antarctica and Heidi doesn't like the cold. So anyway, so this is where we at with our reality. We've got ourselves quite the interesting matrix here because you participate in the creation of it.
We can get into some really intense discussions with simulation theory because it's a factual theory, but the premise is that it is quite wrong. My premise is, or my statement is, how would you tell simulation from the actual reality if you were seeing the mechanisms by which the
reality creates itself as i do because i manipulate those mechanisms does that mean i'm in a simulation no not necessarily because maybe i'm just looking at the mechanisms that actually work within our reality And we're at that level of understanding. And so there need not be a giant computer back there.
This is just the way the reality consciousness has chosen to manifest the reality and construct it such that you can participate in that construction for whatever reason, right? So we don't know why our reality is structured this way. And in my opinion, it's stupid to try and delve into the why because
Our minds are within the greater consciousness. So we'll never have that viewpoint that allows us to see it at a large enough scale to even come close to answering a why question about it. Right? You can ask yourself all different kinds of why questions that have no answer. You know, why did I fall in love with Heidi?
There's no answer. I have many questions. things I know about that that are participating in that answer, but I don't know that answer. I suspect that, uh, universe, well, I know for a fact that it wasn't like I was looking for love and fixated on her, right? It was entirely the opposite. I wasn't looking for anything.
I came across it. Boom. I was in love with a woman. Couldn't have helped it from the moment I saw her. And this isn't an image. So universe, this is something universe wanted to have happen. Now, But the why of that is like really complex. Why did it cause this to occur?
The other aspect of that is I don't fucking care, right? I love Heidi. She's gorgeous. She's incredibly intelligent and engaging. So fuck it. I don't care. You know, the only issue in all of this is that there is the chance that the universe would take me away from her in this battle, right?
Because all these things are presented, and Heidi actually appears before the great battle, in the greater common shared reality. It is emerging slowly. Fortunately for me, I get this incredible, gorgeous woman for whatever amount of duration I am able to achieve ahead of this great battle. So that was the number two offering to me, right?
If I had accepted that, I don't know how the situation with Heidi would have or if it would have emerged. But, you know, cause I could have just been, um, taken by the idea of myself as, uh, you know, in my warrior mode, getting out there, slashing at the safe, uh, the space aliens with my, you know,
laser saber or whatever the fuck. Right. And just have been content with that. Would I have still met her? Would I have still, I'd already fallen in love with her at the point I had the, the interaction with my, um, greater self. Would I have done this? Would I have had the
the incredible courage to contact her and expose all of this to her, expecting her to, you know, I fully expected her to say, holy shit, dude, you know, go check yourself into a mental institution right away. Something along those lines. And she has said that. But anyway, so, so I don't know, right? There's so much that's unknown.
And this is why I love exploring all of this stuff. But anyway, the great battle is out there. and The universe is indeed providing all of this stuff for us and is indeed pushing all of this stuff in our common shared reality. Now, common shared reality means it's not just all of us fuckers.
It's all of the other life in this universe, right? Even down into the, anything with a mind that can participate at that level is involved. So it can go down to toads or something as far as I know, but it certainly includes the aliens, the UFO creators, And many of these aliens, I suspect,
have the same understanding of this reality that I do, that they understand what Neville Goddard understands, that they have a view of the event stream and the eternal now that would be common to both of us. And once we worked out the language issues, they would understand what I'm saying as I would understand them.
So I'm quite convinced that that is the case. And I can't wait to talk to these guys, right? It appears to be manifesting that we're moving into that, that our common shared reality is reaching this level of complexity where we will be inviting in a greater level of complexity. Now, this means our...
regular normal world is going to get a deeper in shit. Uh, because complexity means that we've got all of these other ancillary things, you know, you got, um, the COVID, um, uh, you know, the fucktard Democrats, all of the, you know, the revolutions that are upcoming.
And by the way, I do not personally, because of what I know about the event stream unfolding, I do not suppose that any, there will be a few, but there will be no major government, in my opinion, that survives 2027.
Just to let you know, 2027 is going to be quite tumultuous and a lot of governments will fall. They will fall, in my opinion, because of emotional reactions to ideas. And I can get into that at some other time. I've been doing this for a while, and I'm almost to my next destination here,
so I need to get my mind ready to deal with all of that kind of stuff. Anyway, so investigate Neville Goddard if you want to change your reality. Go deep into it with an open mind, putting his words and perspectives into your framework such that you understand them.
and then start experimenting with your ability to control your emotions and your mind relative to the future, relative to the event stream, which is what we call the future, its manifestations. These will serve you well, in my opinion, right? This is a very good effort.
It's a very good thing for you to do, for any human, for all humans. It makes you a better human, makes you much more calm, etc., etc. You are now in control of your life. You're not simply, you know, the... something that's being beaten around by universe forced this way in that way it
you're you this thing this attitude this this attempt even gives you an entirely different perspective on universe that will bring you peace okay once you get into it I swear to you you will become much more peaceful about everything you can even
teach your kids to do this I know of a woman that's done this that had two rambunctious kids both of whom were considered you know mildly autistic and Too many vaccines, that kind of thing. And she has greatly improved her life by taking this instruction.
And in using it right I've seen reports of her doing this