there's only so much time i can spend w/ anyone before i lose my mind

sumin i just thought of
i had to pray that it would stay...
thoughts are too easily released
a good thought will return at exactly the right moment
controlling ain't caring
cleverly disguised "compassion"
a need for validation will always be in fashion
this world loves a pretender
this world loves yer avg. garden variety actor
if the world wanted to be saved i could save it
they love being enslaved by those that hate
it is them n only them that can make the switch
they won't even bother lookin at anything any further
they have an identity in bitching
the masses love their defeat
i cannot stay here w/ you, NOT SARI!
nobody more misunderstood than yer empath
i already feel enough negativity over here, i ain't sucking up yours TOO
call it self-indulgent, FINE!
when/what do they not misinterpret
man this piano punk is genius, too bad nobody appreciates real art
i haven't been wrong yet
i'm always onto sumin
controlling ain't serving even you but it's just what you do
philosophers are internalized control freaks that know the futility of control
i take my own advice eventually *hopefully
learning is out. growing is out
the past will take its' toll on the present moment
has there ever been a future tho *johnny rotten said no
*i am actually singing about miss mary jane
nostalgia kills just a little bit (or a big bit)