Gangstalking And Programming of a T.I. into a Proxy Warfare (Part 4) with Matthew Merdan

You think it would be enough to show people the horrible autrocity in my life, to want to help me, and to prove that I had a very real situation going on in my life and never having something that was all as though these physcial symptoms of a calculated poisoning was somehow, a mental health thing only, when it never was a mental health crisis - rather something REAL, something CRIMINAL happening to me - from one extreme to the next where I would flop to the ground, crying and not knowing why, because of how a calculated arsenic would go to work on taking a persons life and ability to live that life (organically) away from them.

But, people somehow couldn't even try to fit that bill. They couldn't even TRY to see it for what it was. OR, they too are a part of the dark occult to position me to blackball me, and to keep me LOST up on myself - the FULL WAY.

Blocking me from my own passions, and positioning me with their poisons and proxy made warfare of FAKE LOVERS and FAKE TIES, all to continue this CRIME over me, and then when you're reaching out for their LOVE, and it's non-stop being withdrawn on you, it leaves you lashing out in a reactionary state of mind - that you can hardly SEE what it was being done to you, and then while you're in that state of mind, they are THEN going to use everything that they can, in order to BREAK YOU DOWN, corrupt your reality, and tell others that it's just YOU being YOU - Saying "see, he's just CRAZY," all on their own. When it's all been a forgone CRIME on REPEAT over me to continue a poisoning that sounds to others as though it is CRAZY, when it's NOT. It's FACTS. These people not only wanted me dead - at enough times they truly needed me dead. They flatlined their own LOVE while trying to create this full scale of attacks, all done through covert measures, and tricky little evil tricks in order to keep me within proximity of those who would TAKE THE BRIBE or BE MANIPULATED themselves into being a proxy driven FRIEND, or FAKE TIE and FAKE LOVER, all to indemnify the CRIME that has been happening to me from such a young age.

It needs to be seen for what it is that they did to me, and not skated around as the system tries to do with it's ability to take me and make me out to be someone that I wasn't. And, not on my natural energy of who I was, but a chill person normally would become hyperbolic in a state, when they are poisoned up this way. Anyone would. So, they want to NOW USE that HYPERBOLE of a state of mind that was much created, the same way it was when I was 5, 6, or 7, and onwards throughout my life? They can't even SEE what a crime of this magnitude IS? But, it's a whole community that was trying to drive me CLEAN out of myself, and with them poisons and psychological events, I don't think that it's all that hard to DO.... So, why is it so hard to get the public to CARE, or SEE THIS CRIME against me for what it was? Does everyone work for this LUCIFERIAN AGENDA? MONEY is your GOD? What is it? And, why is it so hard to get the REAL TRUTH out to the NEWS as I've been reaching for - for over two decades of FIGHTING for the TRUTH in general to be investigated into the CRIMES that are taking place in my life. Do people think they are going to pull the rug over Gods Eyes? Rob God of the Truth, right?

I truly need the love and support from somewhere that just doesn't seem to exist anymore. Is anyone still in a stay, with JESUS Christ, or are they just church goers and the rest of their time they aren't really careful in their relationship with Christ? I'd truly like to know where a person has to go with this CRIME that is happening to them, and a FULL SCALE range of their whole life to be brought DOWN, FIRM, in this way.

Will you help me? I'm Cobra Merdan on Facebook - Add me! Also follow me here, and subscribe to YT @1SavvyNinja - if you want to hear me singing over 15,000 songs already about this CRIMES and other HEARTWERKS stuff that was my therapy to get out of this CRIME, somewhat... but, now, they are trying desperately to make that hyperbole - into the CRIME itself, when that's just a desperate move on their part to silence me, and to dismiss me forever, as though that wasn't already the reasoning behind a premedatated murder of poison in the first place, financial sabotage, hacking, hijacking, psychological warfare and being set up within proxy relationships to control my relationships even so that I couldn't get away from them... But, I'm sure it sounds crazy to the people who have no brains, which schooling these days must be helping peopleto just be so docile to not being able to see crimes for what they are, almost the same way the Arsenic abuse worked in my life. But, people really need to start thinking again, or LIFE as we know it, is at odds and fairly in advance I'll just tell you that it's OVER. There is no REAL LIFE out here, as siding with the EVIL, isn' a LIFE at all. Not even CLOSE!