Gangstalking And The T.I. Programming of a Proxy Warfare (Part 1)

I've been looking for help with this one, because I am currently dealing with what has got to be the worst crime of it's type for the length and the ability that these people have taken over within my life. They have kept me poisoned up since birth to hide up REAL FACTS that I have bore witness to at such a young age, and they have been trying to stop me from getting anything good for myself going, i.e, a job, or anything to make money, keep money flowing in my favor, and taking real live tactics through the gangstalking and hacking of me to silence me, and get me removed from society and the world itself. I am living what really truly feels like a horror movie, and I have talents and gifts to share with the world, so it's all very hard-pressed, and hard-core to deal with, and it seems to only get worse every day that I press on, to endure and to continue trying to persue my goals and passions.

I am speaking to you as I have felt for the longest time that I have no other place to turn to for answers or for help in this matter, because it's been happening all my life to silence me from ever getting to take action against my Dad in courts or to speak out against what went on growing up. I have been trapped in a cycle of abuse, proxy relationships to proxy realities including "lovers" in order to carry out poisoning me up to position me in this fashion. Constant harassment, targeting, and injustice that's been breaking me down in this psychological warfare, leaving me isolated and scared of my safety with them flipping the narratives around and making their abuse and power of their abuse somehow my own, when it's not. Nothing tells of my truest character while being placed inside of a battle that was to continue poisoning me up and keeping me lost in my own reality unable to fight these things along the way. I have been feeling unsafe since birth, even sleeping underneath bridges as a kid just because I felt as though I couldn't find a safe place to go to, or anyone to turn to that would actually care to what was being done to me. My own brothers then poisoned me almost to death a few times growing up where you also forget about these things and I didn't truly remember it until I was 43 years of age, and now I am 44 years old, living in Lester Prairie 2 blocks away from the worst "friend" by proxy, anyone could ever have. He's kept me poisoned up since my brothers couldn't continue the poisoning of me, to steal my ability to speak, or to self regulate my emotions as it kept me constantly reaching out for thier love and support and they would then withdraw while targeting me to hurt me, and then make me go crazy without knowing it, left in a rage that you can only feel and imagine while you're suffocating down to the cellular level, and having real congnative impairment issues while I was just developing as a child. Next is just the cult like design of this proxy warfare where anyone close to me didn't really treat me right, and kept me in a constant battle within myself, or just creating events to leave me in a state of needing love, and never able to get that love or support that I most needed. Please listen to my story, I will be making these videos in sections and I hope you'll listen to all of them, because they are all important back to back to truly understand the hard-pressed position I am currently in and why I need your support.

Add me on FACEBOOK, it's my 4th account due to them hacking me, and stealing my identity, and my new name is COBRA MERDAN. Thanks for being here, and continuing to support my efforts with getting the public to listen to me as I have no ability to free press, and the government isn't seemingly helping me yet again and only helping to secure the criminals and I need to get asylum or something to where I can finally live my life free from abuse. So, please stay tuned for more as I create these one by one, and will upload them as I make them. Thanks for being here and supporting me.