(embarrassing) last drink: PBR (in the shower)

my life is completely unrecognizable compared to my past life
baddie4shoes: ag's past life aka shadow of the shadow self
dark chords but w/ a wee bit of hope
lifting liquor bottles repeatedly will get chu escorted
i can recall walking to that same liquor store in a blizzard
the everyday problem of being alive n exhausted
i got no problem signing myself up for things that are detrimental for me
i waited 12yrs to do yt
i didn't have enough experience to share back then
i had to hide my liquor bottles for obvious reason
alcoholics don't wanna share
i cannot take a feeling n not magnify it
human over here, that's why i make mistakes
so lucky that i got to the bitter end
one helluva finale i tell ya
14+years ago by the grace of God
i will fail in other ways just not in that one way. ever. again