Detailed Story (Part 25)

This is the 25th video in the detailed series. These videos are in mostly chronological order.

In this video I speak about my time at my parents house and my mother provoking me to seemingly see what happens if I am pushed to the limits with this condition. I meet with the doctor and begin taking medication.

Regarding Diazepam: My history with Diazepam is very short. Prior to the autumn of 2020, I had never taken Diazepam. My first experience with it was when I had been given about 5 tablets by a neighbor of mine whom I had been doing some carpentry work for. I had been under terrible stress and when my sleep apnea began I was becoming nearly paralyzed by the anxiety. I had told that neighbor a little about what was going on with me after being unable to work for him one day. He offered me those Diazepam and I took them very sparingly. I would only use it when absolutely necessary and I would take about 1quarter to one third of a ten milligram tablet. over the course of about 2 years I took about 14 or so tablets in total. I have never liked medications and I have never used them aside from the Depakote prescribed to me when I was a child and the medication I was prescribed in the psychiatric facility.