Step one/ Picking myself up

Hey,Check it out. I'm a white dude from Ohio. I was a plumber with my father who owned the family business died from brain cancer in 6 months. Government did not help and I got hooked on Hospice meds. Now i've been sober for 6 months and my widow mother became crippled last month. I swear to God I will donate to make an impact and pick up a few addicted/imprisoned brothers!