the not-so-secret futility of everything...cringe piano punk (to ag)

what isn't redundant, everything is a repetition
everything is a distraction from our obvious dissatisfaction
everything has always been boring tho
entertainment is for people who can't accept the monotony of everyday life
people can't sit w/ what this is
at least i knew that none of that shit would satisfy me before i made a huge mistake n got married or pregnant
happiness is very short-lived n anything that lasts longer you pygmy work for
i really should just join a pygmy tribe
would this restlessness subside if didn't live in the west?
maybe i am restless cos i know that this ain't civilization
these age-old feelings have now crystallized
i have less of a reason to compromise the older i get
integrity or whatever is left of me...exactly
i suck at lying
you best believe that we tried a long time ago but failed miserably
this is the life that i chose for better or worse
i look around at everyone lookin down...no thanks!
i'd rather be alone than take part in this experiment
i'm still part of all this even if it's in some counterculture way (much to my dismay)
when are yawl not braggin bout absolutely nothin
ag rolls eyes at everything
how would we accomplish the ultimate rebellion tho
the more you go along the more you prove that they can get away w/ what they're trying to do
always air quotes from now on
back when it woulda made a difference to say no...
lookin at society i will never understand wanting to fit in w/ it
everyone would off themselves if they knew the truth about themselves n the world that they live in
pictures are a way to relive moments that we think we're supposed to enjoy more than we actually do
i hate rites of passages. pictures. anything involving expectation
i shoulda just gotten drunk at prom
am i supposed to be excited becuz i'm a woman, STEREOTYPE
clean drinking water that is polluted w/ fluoride making society either docile or altering their hormones