Job part 2

Not much to say that Chuck Missler won't say much better than I. Other than the first video I uploaded didn't come out so well, but well enough.
And these things are like chips - it's difficult to have just one. There are a number of Chuck Missler's teachings which were only audio and unfortunately Job is one of them.
However the added slides make it much better.
Also I forgot to add some of my favorite resources on Rumble for study of The Word of God:

https://rumble.com/user/DutchUncleJohn

and

https://rumble.com/user/Bitcoin01

as well as

https://rumble.com/user/drcervantes

I simply refuse to give anyone the link to youtube but you can find Koinonia House there with a ton of great lessons and Chuck Missler's sermons as well as Odysee and their web page:

https://khouse.org/

I can add this however- perhaps over the last couple years, or recently the Lord has shown you way more about sin and particularly your own. This has happened to me, especially over the last 2 years. Being a recovered alcoholic/addict with A LOT of AA (lol) I knew a decent amount about myself.
Well enough to stay sober at least - but I knew there was much more, and it went deeper.
So, like an idiot (yes I crack myself up), I asked the LORD to show me - and BOY has he DELIVERED! Haha. I am remembering all sorts of awful things-
things I've done, thought processes, things from black-outs, a whole myriad of shit-
my shit.
At times it seems to have wanted to crush me back into where I used to be-
to utterly grind me down, into dust
garbage
trash
a wretch
truly I am unworthy.
On top of that let's throw in what is going around, and down in the country.
In the world.
And how enmeshed I've made myself with it-
trying to sort it out
take it in - help educate people, as best I can. With the understanding I have, how I see things.
The world is trying to make us sick.
Sick in the soul, sick in the spirit, sick in the body and heart.
I won't lie to you - sometimes it DOES get to me.
The sickness of it, the injustice, the horror.
But mentally I am better equipped than MANY, to take it in, just through what I have gone through in life, for better or for worse .
And when it made me sick - anger, wrath, the maddening machinations of an already devious mind.
I'd get out, pray, delve into these lessons, The Word.
Regroup- and go back in.
SO at this same time I stayed with the LORD, always studying, much more praying, much more of everything WITH God. At times, many times I have thought "Am I really saved?" "How, why?"
"Why me?" Almost like a survivors guilt- but at the same time, I was growing-
more and more, more and more.
More and more knowledge, more and more faith, more and more application from the pages and the lessons to my life.
And with every blow, every remembrance, every doubt of myself I took it to prayer. I got together with The Lord over it. And I would come full circle-
Yes, I am saved.
Not because of me or how great I was, or was doing-
But because of how great HE is and the price he paid for me-
FOR ME!
There is no commodity, no higher price
than the blood and sacrifice of Jesus the Christ.
And I knew he had done this, and I was saved because he was STILL leading me, still teaching, still showing me the right way.
And so, everytime he would bring me back full circle-
I have been saved of this
I have been saved of this
And he sustained me- and drew me closer.

I may have a ways to go indeed, but I can say I have never been closer in all my life, and consistently with my LORD.

And THAT is all I need anymore,
it is all that matters to me now.

I am sure that there will be plenty to discuss with me when I see Him. But there has been a LOT already brought out in the open between He and me. Much less surprises yes?

So I know that you are saved-
or being offered to be saved-
why?
Because you are HERE
Not by my power, but by HIS.

May the Lord god Yaweh bless you and keep you on your way
through the most precious thing ever in the universe
the sacrifice of Yeshua Ha'moshiac
the only begotten Son of The Most High
The Lord of Hosts
God Almighty
amen