Weekly Update: Full Moon Fun, Rewired with Dr. Joe Dispenza, Microdosing for CPTSD & Nicotine

Full Moon Fun: This time of the month is always challenging. I'm having an increase in Lyme and parasite symptoms, including neuropathy and pain in my feet, twitching, cognitive and memory issues, and insomnia. I lost my father to Alzheimer's in 2020, so I’m starting to learn about early Alzheimer’s and plan to do whatever is necessary to continue to improve.

Rapid Parasite Release: This healing process has been incredibly effective, yet challenging, but I feel like I've had a breakthrough. It's like I'm riding a rocketship through a thunderstorm and have finally reached a clear sky. The inflammation in my gut is improving, I look less pregnant, my digestion and motility have improved, and I'm in less pain. I'm focusing on detox by using castor oil packs, coffee enemas, several different binders, and drinking clean, distilled water. I still have a lot of die-off and am definitely symptomatic (especially histamine-wise), but my actual personality is starting to shine through after nearly 20 years of living as a stranger. During the program, I learned that you don't actually know your own temperament while infested and I agree. Due to my reactivity, pain, and anxiety, I stopped socializing and communicating on social media because my parasites would punish me for it. I learned over the years that stress is physically painful in my gut, so I would isolate to decrease external stimulation.

Detox: I have embraced the importance of forgiveness and acceptance in the detox process. I found this video from Dr. Isaac Eliaz extremely helpful: https://youtu.be/XpJy8kh9EvI?si=BjtkBUUsg8rv3za8

Can't Weight from Integrative Peptides: I really love the appetite suppression this peptide cycle is giving me. I'm starting to lose weight and have reached my goal weight of 140 lbs. Yay!

Rewired with Dr. Joe Dispenza: Where have you been my whole life? I binge-watched this series on Gaia once and am in the process of watching it again. What I learned is having a profound impact on my healing journey and has come to me at just the right time. I'm at a pivotal point in my life: I'm finally awake from brain damage and am relaunching my life. I'm preparing to launch a new career, but living with chronic illness for so long has caused me to develop a belief system that no longer serves me. This series is helping me to recognize and then change my fear-based sick person behavior patterns back to the productive person I know I am. I've started meditating daily, and my nervous system is thanking me.

Microdosing Psilocybin for CPTSD: I have crippling CPTSD from my time in the medical system and have been stuck in a trauma loop for a long time due to my relationship with my previous doctor and therapist. I finally had a breakthrough and I owe it to psilocybin. I've been microdosing psilocybin for a long time to help manage my Lyme and TBI symptoms and heal from trauma. I was adjusting my microdose and accidentally took too much, but I guess that was what I needed because that's when my breakthrough happened. The storm clouds are dispersing and I'm learning to trust again, reopen my heart and feel gratitude.

Nicotine as a Nootropic from Nic Nac Naturals: I'll admit it: I've always loved nicotine. I'm currently using nicotine as a nootropic from Nic Nac Naturals and it's helping me focus through the fog from treatment.