Facing Self-Doubt

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The actor's personal struggle with feeling unworthy amplifies the weight of the role and the responsibility of portraying a revered figure.

And in the background, Jesus is preaching, but I still have to preach. I still have to say these lines from scripture convincingly and try to mesmerize and galvanize the people that are listening to me and get their attention. And they seemed really attentive, so much so that it made me really self-aware. And I thought, what am I saying? What are these words? Like, these are holy, holy words set by the holiest being that ever walked the face of the earth. I shouldn't be doing this. This feels wrong. And so I would have those feelings and then we would stop and then move on to the next set up and put the camera in a different place.

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