my voice is giving out on me but still i use it

i got sick of the black n white
propaganda is sick of the bullshit, that's why he is lying down
grey harr spotted!
time to play "music" in heavy traffic + smoothie mouth in the real time
i wish i could share my smoothie, alas
i don't want these feelings to go away no matter how negative
i'm not a pussay
we all wanna be that dog
holy shit TWO DOGS!
i remember things from my childhood that weren't terrible, i wish i could remember em whenever i get sad
there were better things that we had
who knew that anybody could ever miss the nineties
we love to reminisce about things that weren't really that good (but still better than this)
so many things about our world that don't work
harr ball AGAIN
one of my cats puked on my poster right after i did it
in doctor nation...paisley knew which poster to vomit on
judson told me that it's even more artistic now
humming cos we can't do much else
my life is a brick wall, not really my mind actually
this world pretends to be so expansive but they wanna control everyone so...
MAYBE THEY'RE LYING
people that can't accept that these mfs have ALWAYS been full a shit...
narcissism is the brick wall
their ego can't let the world go cos it defines em
God defines me which separates me from this shit world