i do this channel so i don't have to go to confession all the time

confession coming up
i need to go like 3x a day
i did this over lent to destroy all my dependence on substances
i hate this materialistic culture but this is the world
plants somewhat remove me from materialism
initially i used plants for medicinal purposes
i get so sad about the state of the world n i don't want shit to do w/ it
this feeling ain't goin anywhere
so i ate an edible n walked around my neighborhood for awhile after midnight of course
i didn't even make my smoothie
i'd rather take sumin that grows in the ground
i'm always in spiritual pain tho
it ain't too expedient anymore
dreams involving feces is pretty telling
i wasn't dreaming of shit when i wasn't on drugs haha
back when i was smoking an oz of pot a week...
it's wrong that the govt makes plants illegal
live n (hopefully) learn
the biggest mistake is not learning from it
sequins is what happens, amy
if you look at it from a spiritual lense you can still go wrong but w/ discernment hopefully not as much