5 months ago

I'd Rather Just Be Dead
#jamespullen #music #pbm

https://youtu.be/CCxzpp-gqEM?si=obRmDB_d_bwTSjv4

Lyrics
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[Verse]
sometimes it seems like the whole world is against me.
Everytime I rise up just a little, I get knocked back down three times as much.
my stomach hurts from lack of food and pockets are empty and can't even afford a decent meal.
I'm so damn lonely and no matter what I do or how hard I try, I just can't get nowhere.

[Chorus]
life really sucks and I'm so tired of pushing on.
I try so hard but everything just keeps going wrong.
I took care of the same woman for 10 wonderful years and than God ripped her away and left me in hell.
and now I can't find any damn one that will give me a chance.
I'm so Fucking sick of being alone, if rather just be dead.

[Verse 2]
it's so damn boring, staring at four Walls everyday.
my mind is getting lost in a darkness I can't seem to beat and it doesn't do any good to pray.
[Bridge]
God doesn't care and he never fucking has or will.
hes taken everyone I've loved and he's a evil God and he does it for thrill.

[Verse 3]
I'm already in hell. I live in it every single fucking day.
I'm so damn sick of trying and having to scratch for my next meal.
I'm so goddamn sick of being alone and absolutely no fucking body will look my damn way.
I so sick of rejection and fucking bitches that ignore me and are to stuck up to even say hey.
[Bridge]
I try so hard to be nice to everyone but I'm sick of it to.
I so damn tired of being nice and getting ran over and fucking used.
I took care of the same woman for 10 fucking years and never cheated or anything, not even once but apparently woman don't want a good man so fuck all y'all damn cunts.