choosing "crazy"...alternate current

i had to accept things that i'd rather forget
i can live inside my head n be somewhere else all day
you best believe that's what i do whenever i get bored
i recreate my world
if that makes me crazy, so be it
at least i don't expect YOU to make me feel better about myself
i get sad thinkin bout what i could have if i could just let this part of my mind go
it ain't possible, i've tried already many a time
God knows how hard i've tried
i'd rather accept myself than live a lie all cos you don't understand the way i am
men will never understand becuz they wanna fuck
i don't have to experience things myself in order to empathize
i don't have to know the person that died in order to cry
i can feel yer pain all the way from over here
you don't have to say anything, it will resonate
they'd label me insane so i remain alone (fine w/ it)
i just wanna go off into the woods n be completely misunderstood
i do this for the unfuckable freaks (compliment)
if you don't want a replica of yourself (since you already have one) YOU ARE HERE
ag IS a spider, just look at this massive web
who needs to do it the conventional way for it to matter
everyone is coping to some extent
i am happy most of the time but i still get sad
you know i get mad cos nothing will ever change due to the sheep
most people won't ever lift a finger to make the world better but they will certainly do that to scroll all fuckin day
they can't stop flaunting how stupid they are
they haven't learned anything thus far but they love to pretend
i'm not gonna pretend to give ya anything other than what i'm givin ya
this is what chu get (i think it's good enough)