Religion- Oldest, Most Powerful, and Sucessful Form of Human Control and Power

At an old age now, I feel I will be more and more comfortable telling what I felt as a child. This feels so right to me. This has nothing to do with teachings, exposing etc. It has to do with what feels right, connected, by inner soul.
We all know all things were manipulated esp the Bible. Many things are fact, and good things to live by, and many things were removed, manipulated etc. all to make sure they would never lose that control, that strong hold on the most important thing in life, your faith.
My fathers family Polish Catholics, My mother was Methodist --raised Catholic, but it was not super strong hold like my grandparents but Catholics then, very controlling, if marry you MUST raise them Catholic, etc.. see the control.
That control was very important, it had to hold its power forever through the minds as told in this video.
Two things I differ, as a child, I mean a young child going by inner truth, not what told. Many things I knew was wrong, or did not make sense. More so, I did not feel it in my soul many of the stories as TRUTH. Including the dying on he cross. Sorry, that will upset some but telling the truth and I was a child not mind controlled or formed yet. All the rules was a big WHY in my mind.. God loves me as I am, yet you go to hell not following manmade rules. Per them. The created fear of control. Son of God? We are all God's children and put here for a purpose, that was just Yshua's purpose, and believe their were others but did not make the success as he did on the journey. Even he said, "you have the same abilities as I do" ..OH boy that was NOT to be know by the controllers.
It never stopped, in time they have even created medicines, things in our food to harm the penial gland , the source of intuition. They knew in time, we just may get smart to this, so had to create a world "it is crazy what you think".. or it comes from Satan if you can feel or communicate the otherside. They are not the otherside they are here. In spirit and frequency.
As young, it was a feeling, it was a knowing, but not always sure why I could never connect to what they were saying or even feeling it. Today, as things get more exposed in this Good vs Evil War, or they call the Great Awakening .. It is just getting more real for me, the feeling of Truth, correctness, connection of what I always felt of knew.
Religion also gave them the gain later to cause division as population grew, so we hate each other, wars etc. keeping their power making us feel it is not them doing it.
The second thing our family has had, is abilities, not all the time, not super strong but we have had our share. Communication to loved ones passed and became fact. The just knowing, visions. etc. Like I said, not on a high level but enough we are open to it.. and NO it is not from the devil like they want you to believe so you stay away from it and never learn the truth of who you really are, it is from God.
In the Bible tell me how many times people said, "and the angels spoke to me" or "I heard the answer from above"? many, that is what they are trying to take away that ability we always had and to stay connected with the one and only God
Learning about the many truths of our lives which have been one big illusion we will find in most things of history. And learning we have the many missing real stories of the Bible we have now, hoping translated correctly. We just need to know the answers are within us. Way back following the rabbit hole truth, I always felt, this subject will be the hardest for many people. It is so imprinted and the major Pagen Holidays such as Easter, Halloween, and Christmas Eve. They are not holy holidays as far as dates. It became so much our imprint that it will take a few generations to correct the fraud. This will have to be handled by kid gloves. Good thing, they have removed many .. or all of the Satanic portals. Which will help with the awakening. Those were blocking a lot.
The next hardest reality is what was being done with the millions of children a year worldwide and who was doing it.. Vatican is one of the oldest and major missing of children