Why Do I Like Doing Things That Scare Me?

The competition was intense. My body feels like it got hit by a truck (thanks, adrenaline), and my brain is still playing back every second. I've been training jiu-jitsu for a few years now, and honestly — it’s the most fascinating, humbling, mentally and physically demanding sport I’ve ever done. Like 3D chess… with consequences.
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I started martial arts because I wanted to stay fit without a farm to work (long story 😅), but this journey has turned into so much more. Every six months I throw myself into a competition — not because I love it, but because it scares me. And I believe in doing the things that scare us.
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Four competitions in, and it’s still terrifying. But also… empowering.
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If you’re curious what it’s really like to step onto those mats, or just want to see what happens when you chase discomfort on purpose — give this a watch. It’s not pretty, but it’s real.