it does torment me sometimes but i still don't want what i don't want

getting intoxicated vs being in a relationship
i'm too old to gaslight myself into believing that i want sumin that i don't
people that don't understand what you meant typically project
if tv didn't exist the divorce rate would be even higher
my mother is very exhausting, constantly nagging
when you can't accept the answer n just keep on asking the same question
not ALL women do that tho
if you can stand me i can only assume that you have done work on yourself
if your relationship ain't working WORK ON YOSELF
they date the same person over n over again cos they won't look at themselves in the mirror
if what i'm doing is more detrimental than it is beneficial i should probably either stop or significantly limit the amt that i do it
social people don't understand either anti-social people or semi-social people
if you keep attracting shitty people you are probably somewhat shitty yourself
i am sooooo good at asking the hard questions
maybe i'm not doin anything wrong after all
i'd rather have too much empathy than not enough
call me a bum all you want but i will always accept free food
it's always been a strained relationship w/ these dudes in my life
i don't look at you the same, sari
you gotta be a certain type of mental ill to understand
this is cyclical, for sure
i go outside during coffee hour after Church cos i can't wait to get away
i sit next to josh in order to engage myself but it's also a consistency thing
talking to myself, freaking out the bystanders...CLASSIC ag
if i go out w/ people i am still disassociating most of the time
every time i've been in a relationship i was cheating on myself